Life Journal, January 31, 2011

Life Journal, January 31, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 28, 29; Acts 7

PRAYING FOR THOSE WHO WOULD KILL ME

Scripture

Then they [the high priest and other religious leaders] put their hands over their ears and began shouting. They rushed at him [Stephen] and dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. His accusers took off their coats and laid them at the feet of a young man named Saul.

As they stoned him, Stephen prayed, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." He fell to his knees, shouting, "Lord, don't charge them with this sin!" And with that he died.

Acts 7.57-60

Observation

Stephen reflected Jesus, even unto death.

Application (How would I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Even in the midst of being stoned, Stephen forgave those who were throwing the stones. The only way that would be possible, is to so be filled with Jesus and the Holy Spirit that there would be no room for me. That means I have to get out of the way.

Stephen, we are told, was "a man full of faith and the Holy Spirit." [Acts 6.5] He was "a man full of God's grace and power, performed amazing miracles and signs among the people." [Acts 6.8]

In other words, He had died to himself and was raised new in Christ. He was filled with the Holy Spirit and alive in Christ.

I don't face physical death as Stephen did. I don't have stones being thrown at me. But, at times I do have people throw words at me that are meant to wound and sometimes even kill the spirit. How will I respond? Will I throw words back, hoping to hit my mark? Or will I allow the Spirit to work in me and pray for them? Will I reflect Christ in this small way? Am I willing to die to myself so I can be so filled with Christ and the Holy Spirit that my first and "supernatural" reaction is to forgive and pray for them?

Stephen reflected Christ--and only Christ. May I do the same.

Prayer

Father God, I can't do this on my own. I need Your Spirit, Your grace, Your power. Only when I allow myself to be emptied can I be filled with You. And only then, can I truly reflect You. Father, in all circumstances--no matter what someone says or does to me--I want to be so filled with You that I act/react in a way that points only to You and brings You honor and glory. Fill me with more of You!

Life Journal, January 30, 2011

Life Journal, January 30, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 25-27; Acts 6

ACCEPTING RESPONSIBILITY

Scripture

But as the believers rapidly multiplied, there were rumblings of discontent. The Greek-speaking believers complained about the Hebrew-speaking believers, saying that their widows were being discriminated against in the daily distribution of food.

Acts 6.1

Observation

There is always something to be discontent about--even for believers.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

As I read the Scripture, I knowingly was shaking my head thinking--church folks always find something to be unhappy about. That's why I have a problem with church--nobody is happy, everybody finds something to whine and complain about.

Then God slaps me up the back of the head and points out that I am complaining and whining about church . . . the very thing that breaks my heart about church. I am just as guilty as everyone else and help to make church as miserable as everyone else. I watch others and judge them--I judge whether I think they are worshiping or not, whether they are acting appropriate or not, whether they are reverent enough . . . sadly, the list goes on and on.

What would happen if I just went to church to just worship God?!?! What if I didn't even notice others (other than to say hello, smile and be friendly)? What if instead of complaining about how the service is done, the music, the preaching, etc., I went and put my entire focus on God? What if I was determined to worship, to enjoy the service, to rejoice, to be so filled with God's Spirit that it just over-flowed that I didn't pay attention to what I was allowing to distract me from why I am there?

Instead of blaming others I have to accept responsibility for my time with God. Maybe if my attitude was different then I would act differently and my experience might be different.

Today as I go to church, I will go and not worry about or judge anyone or anything else--I will go to worship my Jesus. Imagine that!

Prayer

Lord forgive me. May I go to church today with an open heart to worship You and You alone. Help me to focus on what is truly important--You! Help me to not complain or judge and not make the service about me. I am the problem Lord, not others. If I can't worship it is no one elses fault but my own. No excuses. Today I go to worship You!!

Life Journal, January 29, 2011

Life Journal, January 29, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 23, 24; Psalm 14; Acts 5

WORTHY TO SUFFER

Scripture

They called in the apostles and had them flogged. Then they ordered them never again to speak in the name of Jesus, and they let them go.

The apostles left the high council rejoicing that God had counted them worthy to suffer disgrace for the name of Jesus. And every day, in the Temple and from house to house, they continued to teach and preach this message: "Jesus is the Messiah."

Acts 5. 40-42

Observation

The apostles rejoiced in being flogged/beaten because that meant that God counted them worthy to suffer for Jesus.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I read those verses and I am amazed. Would I rejoice for being beaten for Jesus? I don't even like to have people talk badly about me--let alone be beaten.

I guess as I reread it, they didn't rejoice over the beating, but rejoiced that God had counted them worthy to suffer disgrace for the name of Jesus. Still . . . . I don't know that I could do that. Then I have to ask myself, does that mean that Jesus does not mean enough to me that I am willing to suffer disgrace--or anything else--for Him?? Ouch. I would want to believe that He would.

If I am honest, the thought of suffering doesn't excite me. . . and I don't seem to do it very well. Is that because I am so wrapped up in myself and so self-centered that I don't believe I deserve it? The very things that I talk against--I am guilty of. Imagine that.

So, what that means is that I have not died to myself yet. I have not allowed God to consume me through His Holy Spirit. If I am still that concerned about myself, then I am not concerned enough with God. I have a lot more work to do--or rather, God has a lot more work to do in me.

Today, I will continue to give more and more of my life over to God, allowing Him to fill me more and more. Maybe one day I will be able to, along with the apostles, rejoice that God has counted me worthy to suffer disgrace for the name of Jesus.

Prayer

Lord God, today's lesson was a hard one. It shines the light on all the areas in my life that I have not given over to You. Forgive me Father for holding on so tightly to life and not giving it over completely to You. Take it God. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit. Help me to rejoice in all circumstances--especially when I am given the privilege to suffer for the name of Jesus.

Life Journal, January 28, 2011

Life Journal, January 28, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 21, 22; Psalm 12; Acts 4

BE BOLD

Scripture

". . . And now, O Lord, hear their threats, and give us, your servants, great boldness in preaching your word. Stretch out your hand with healing power; may miraculous signs and wonders be done through the name of your holy servant Jesus."

After this prayer, the meeting place shook and they were filled with the Holy Spirit. Then they preached the word of God with boldness.

Acts 4.29-31

Observation

God heard their prayer and answered it through the power of the Holy Spirit.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

WOW! That needs to be our prayer everyday. . . and then expect it to be answered.

But, it requires that we be willing to be used by God in amazing and supernatural ways and that we are willing to preach the Word of God with boldness. Nothing changes if we do not allow God to change us and use us. We must open ourselves up to the Holy Spirit and be willing to be bold.

Not as easy as it sounds. Afterall, what will others say?!?!

That is why we are called to die to ourselves--then it won't matter what others think.

So, today, I pray the prayer of the disciples and ask for Your Holy Spirit. I ask that You use me in miraculous ways and that I share/preach the word of God with boldness.

Prayer

"O Sovereign Lord, Creator of heaven and earth, the sea, and everything in them--you spoke long ago by the Holy Spirit through our ancestor David, your servant saying, 'Why were the nations so angry? Why did they waste their time with futile plans? The kings of the earth prepared for battle; the rulers gathered together against the Lord and against his Messiah.'

"In fact, this has happened here in this very city! For Herod Antipas, Pontius Pilate the governor, the Gentiles, and the people of Israel were all united against Jesus, your holy servant, whom you anointed. But everything they did was determined beforehand according to your will. And now, O Lord, hear their threats, and give us, your servants, great boldness in preaching your word. Stretch out your hand with healing power; may miraculous signs and wonders be done through the name of your holy servant Jesus." May it be so, Lord.

Life Journal, January 27, 2011

Life Journal, January 27, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 17-20; Acts 3

KEEPING THE SABBATH HOLY

Scripture

[God speaking] "Remember to observe the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. You have six days each week for your ordinary work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath day of rest dedicated to the Lord your God. On that day no one in your household may do any work. This includes you, your sons and daughters, your male and female servants, your livestock, and any foreigners living among you. For in six days the Lord made the heavens, the earth, the sea, and everything in them; but on the seventh day he rested. That is why the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and set it apart as holy."

Exodus 20.8-11

Observation

Observing the Sabbath and keeping it holy is one of the Ten Commandments.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

One of God's commandments that I often overlook. I wonder why it has become so unimportant to us?

Where I live now, in Orem where it is 90+% Mormon, most of the stores and many of the restaurants are closed on Sunday. The Mormon's do work at keeping the Sabbath. I don't know what they do with their day, but for the most part they don't go out and shop, etc. It's funny what a shock it was to me to see the mall closed on Sunday.

So how do I see the Sabbath?? I tend to see it as any other day and do pretty much whatever I want. Oh, I go to church and have my quiet time, but that's it. What should my Sabbath look like? What am I to do with my time that helps in making/keeping the Sabbath holy??

I am commanded by God to keep the Sabbath, to sit it aside, to make it Holy. It is not something that is just going to happen, but something I must be intentional about.

I think there are some things that I can do on my Sabbath that help to make it a Holy day. Time with friends can make it holy. Time just being can make it holy. It is about resting in God and focusing on Him.

My Sabbath should not look like any other day--it needs to be set apart . . . as God commanded. So, I am going to work at being intentional with my Sabbath--at giving the day to God and listening and watching what He would have me do with it. I want to be faithful to His commands and this is one of them. If I want to please God, then I must keep all 10 commandments, not just the ones that are easy.

Prayer

Father God, forgive me for what I have done to the Sabbath--how I ignore it and make it just like any other day. You have called for me to sit it aside and make it Holy--so that means I need to fill it with You! Help me be aware of what I am doing. Help me to make it Holy--show me what it is You want me to do . . . or what You don't want me to do. May I make You Lord of my Sabbath!

Life Journal, January 26, 2011

Life Journal, January 26, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 14-16; Acts 2

A SHORT MEMORY

Scripture

As Pharaoh approached, the people of Israel looked up and panicked when they saw the Egyptians overtaking them. They cried out to the Lord, and they said to Moses, "Why did you bring us out here to die in the wilderness? Weren't there enough graves for us in Egypt? What have you done to us? Why did you make us leave Egypt? Didn't we tell you this would happen while we were still in Egypt? We said, 'Leave us alone! Let us be slaves to the Egyptians. It's better to be a slave in Egypt than a corpse in the wilderness!'"

Exodus 14.10-12

Then the people complained and turned against Moses.

Exodus 15.24

There, too, the whole community of Israel complained about Moses and Aaron.

Exodus 16.2

The Lord asked Moses, "How long will these people refuse to obey my commands and instructions?

Exodus 16.28

Observation

Even though God had answered their cries for help and freed them from the Egyptians, even though they had crossed the Red Sea on dry land (saving them from the Egyptians), even though God brought them to safety . . . they complained and whined. When anything difficult came at them they "forgot" all that God had done and was doing for them.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I read all that God did for the community of Israel--all the miracles He performed, freeing them from Pharoah, the parting of the Red Sea, the angel that led them, the pillars of cloud and fire that led them and protected them, the manna and quail--and I wonder how they could forget all that He did so quickly and cry out against God and refuse to obey His commands and instructions.

Then I look in a mirror. How quickly I forget God's faithfulness and His miracles in my life. How quickly I question God and whine because things aren't going my way. How quickly I feel sorry for myself. What a short memory I have!

So, today, I will remember what God has done for me when I feel myself slipping into old habits of whining and forgetting. Today, I will choose to obey God's commands and instructions . . . not using what I perceive as difficult circumstances as an excuse not to. Today I will celebrate God's work in my life--all of it, whether I like what He is doing or not.

Prayer

Father God, please forgive my short memory. You do so much for me, Your faithfulness is beyond measure, and yet I am never satisfied--I am constantly whining and blaming and forgetting. Today, Lord, I choose to remember and celebrate and obey. Thank You for Your patience with me!! Thank You for not giving up on me and putting up with all my whining and questioning. Thank You for loving me enough to discipline me and guide me and sending Your Son Jesus!

Life Journal, January 25, 2011

Life Journal, January 25, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 12, 13; Psalm 21; Acts 1

ACTIVE WAITING

Scripture

So when the apostles were with Jesus, they kept asking him, "Lord, has the time come for you to free Israel and restore our kingdom?"

He replied, "The Father alone has the authority to set those dates and times, and they are not for you to know. But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you. And you will be my witnesses, telling people about me everywhere--in Jerusalem, throughout Judea, in Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."

After saying this, he was taken up into a cloud while they were watching, and they could no longer see him. As they strained to see him rising into heaven, two white-robed men suddenly stood among them. "Men of Galilee," they said, "why are you standing here staring into heaven? Jesus has been taken from you into heaven, but someday he will return from heaven in the same way you saw him go."

Acts 1.6-11

Observation

We have been given the Holy Spirit so that we might be witnesses for Jesus throughout the world until He returns.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

The apostles were ready for their job to be done--they were ready for Christ's Kingdom to come. But Jesus tells them (and us) that there is work to be done until that time and that God, the Father, is sending us the Holy Spirit so we can do it. We aren't to sit back, twiddling our thumbs waiting for Christ's return--we are to walk in the power of the Holy Spirit telling about Jesus.

So, first of all, am I depending on and walking in the power of the Holy Spirit and not my own? I cannot do it in my own "strength" and "wisdom." I must depend on the Holy Spirit.

Next, am I sharing the Good News as I wait for Christ's return--am I being faithful to what He has called and commanded me to do?? If I try to do it on my own, I will fail--but if I do it with the Holy Spirit at work in me and through me, I will not fail!

I need to take inventory of what I am doing and how I am doing it--and then turn to the Holy Spirit to fill me and lead me and use me to accomplish all that God has for me to do . . . and not sit idly by waiting for Christ's return.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for the Holy Spirit. Fill me anew with Your Spirit today. Use me today! Give me the words and a boldness to be Your witness!! Thank You Father!!

Life Journal, January 24, 2011

Life Journal, January 24, 2011
Today's Readings: Exodus 9-11; Luke 24

MISSING JESUS

Scripture

As they walked along they were talking about everything that had happened. As they talked and discussed these things, Jesus himself suddenly came and began walking with them. But God kept them from recognizing him. . . .

As they sat down to eat, he took the bread and blessed it. Then he broke it and gave it to them. Suddenly, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him.

Luke 24.14-16, 30-31

Observation

They didn't expect to see Jesus and didn't recognize Him when He was in their midst.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How often do I miss Jesus because I don't expect to see Him??

So, today, I will keep my eyes and my heart open and actively look for Jesus--knowing that He appear differently than I might expect and show up in unexpected places!

Prayer

Lord, I don't want to miss You--so open my eyes and let me see You!! Open my heart to Your Spirit, so I don't miss You!! Surprise me today! Thank You Jesus!!

Life Journal, January 23, 2011

Life Journal, January 23, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 6-8; Luke 23

WHAT WILL I DO WITH THIS JESUS?

Scripture

When they came to a place called The Skull, they nailed him to the cross.

Luke 23.33a

Observation

Jesus was crucified for me.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Jesus, the Messiah, gave His life willingly for me. I often take that for granted. But, when I stop and really think about it . . . what my sin cost Him . . . I have a choice to make. I must choose to follow Him with my whole life or not. There is no middle ground--I either give my life over to Him or I don't. He didn't just die a little for my sins--He died a horrible and painful death for my sins. So, I must decide what I am going to do with this Jesus. Do I turn my life over to him . . . or not? Do I die to myself so I can have life in Him?? Do I make Him Lord of my life??

Today, I must decide what and who takes precedence in my life. Will it be Jesus?? YES!

Prayer

Father, today I choose Jesus.

Life Journal, January 22, 2011

Life Journal, January 22, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 3-5; Luke 22

PICK SOMEONE ELSE

Scripture

But Moses again pleaded, "Lord, please! Send anyone else."

Exodus 4.13

Observation

Moses didn't want to do what God was asking him to do.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

What am I saying "no" to God about that He is asking me to do??

I have argued and pleaded and begged at different times in the past for God to use someone else--send someone else. So, is there something that God is asking me to do that I am saying "no" to??
I need to be careful what I agree to do and what I beg-off from doing and make sure that either way that they are what God would have me do. Doing what God wants me to do--no matter what--is all that should matter. If I have truly turned my life over to Him--I will say, "Here I am" with no strings attached.

I need to be still and listen, I need to quiet myself and watch. God will direct me and I need to be ready to say "Here I am Lord, send me!"

Prayer

Lord, I want you to be able to count on me--I don't want to be found pleading for you to find someone else. I want to be the one who does and goes and serves. Use me. Send me. I give myself to You. Help me to hear You and see where You lead me. Thank You for not giving up on me.

Life Journal, January 21, 2011

Life Journal, January 21, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 1, 2; Psalm 88; Luke 21

GIVING EVERYTHING

Scripture

While Jesus was in the Temple, he watched the rich people dropping their gifts in the collection box. Then a poor widow came by and dropped in two small coins.

"I tell you the truth," Jesus said, "this poor widow has given more than all the rest of them. For they have given a tiny part of their surplus, but she, poor as she is, has given everything she has."

Luke 21.1-4

Observation

It's not about giving our 10%--it's about giving it all.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

We whine at giving 10% and have many excuses why we cannot give that much. But, we are called to give everything . . . not just 10%.

So, the question is, do I give it all to God?? I need a place to live--so I have to pay rent. But, do I use my "house" as an offering to God--do I use it for hospitality, Bible study, making a home for someone in need? Do I give it all?

My Jeep--do I use it for God? Do I give rides to those who need them? Do I take things to people who have no way to get them?

Do I trust God enough with all that I have that He will take care of me? That's the bottom line. Am I willing to do without something that I really don't need so I can do for someone else?? Am I willing to give EVERYTHING to Him?

If I give my 10%, I'm really not giving anything. Jesus asks for it all--all our money, all we have, all of us. He doesn't just want a piece of us--He wants every tiny bit of us.

So, today . . . wow--this is not easy. Am I really willing to turn it ALL over to God and to trust Him with it all. Am I willing to say "no" to myself so I can fully say YES to God? Today, I am willing and ready to begin the journey. Today, I will remember who it all belongs to and I will not hold on to it tightly, but will open my hands so God can take it and use it. Today, it is ALL His!

Prayer

Father God, I am not fooling You or me--I know it sounds easier than it is. But, I do want to give it all to You and I want the freedom that comes in trusting You with everything I have and with me. I realize that I will have to give it to You over and over--please help me to let go--help me to open my hands. Pry my fingers up so I can release all that I hold on to so tightly. Remove the fear that causes me to cling so to what I have. I put my full trust in You. Thank You!

Life Journal, January 20, 2011

Life Journal, January 20, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 49, 50; Psalm 8; Luke 20

ACCEPTING RESPONSIBILITY

Scripture

O Lord, our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth!

Your glory is higher than the heavens.

You have taught children and infants to tell of your strength,

silencing your enemies and all who oppose you.

When I look at the night sky and see the work of your fingers--

the moon and the starts you set in place--

what are mere mortals that you should think about them,

Human beings that you should care for them?

Yet you made them only a little lower than God

and crowned them with glory and honor.

You gave them charge of everything you made,

putting all things under their authority--

the flocks and the herds

and all the wild animals,

the birds in the sky, the fish in the sea,

and everything that swims the ocean currents.

O Lord, our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth!

Psalm 8.1-9

Observation

God, who created everything, cares for us and we are charged with taking care of all that He has given us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I have to admit that I don't give much thought to the world around me and my responsibility toward it. I take it for granted and leave the responsibility for creation (land, animals, etc.) to the "tree huggers."

Today's Scripture reminds me that it is also my responsibility. He has put us in charge over the earth and we are to take care of it. I have a responsibility to do my part.

The earth and all that is on it is not to be taken for granted. Today, I will recognize and do my part.

Prayer

Father God, please forgive me for taking Your creation for granted and leaving the responsibility for the care and well-being of it to others. Show me what I need to do--help me to do my part. Thank You for all that You created and for caring for me so much.

Life Journal, January 19, 2011

Life Journal, January 19, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 47, 48; Psalm 10; Luke 19

SEEKING THE LOST

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "For the Son of Man came to seek and save those who are lost."

Luke 19.10

Observation

We are to seek out the lost--not just merely wait for them to come to us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Zacchaeus is one of my very favorite Bible stories. Everytime I read it I see a new lesson for me--and this time was no different.

Jesus came "to seek and save those who are lost." It was not passive--He went and looked for them. In the case of Zacchaeus, it was a matter of looking up in a tree. But, I cannot miss the fact that Jesus saw Zacchaeus up in the tree. There were enough people there that Zacchaeus had to climb a tree to see Jesus--so there had to be a lot going on and lots of people. But Jesus took time to notice Zacchaeus in the tree. He was looking for the lost.

It is easy for me to get busy in everyday life and miss the lost that God puts in my path. I don't necessarily look up into the trees, so to speak, for them. If I were to be honest, sometimes I don't want to see them--it takes time to seek the lost and spend time with them.

But, that is what I am called to do. If it was Jesus' "mission statement" it should be mine--I should be about the business of seeking the lost and pointing them to Jesus, in whom they can find salvation.

So, today, I will look and seek out those who are lost. I will engage them and let them know that Jesus cares enough to have seen them and offer them salvation.

Prayer

Father God, open my eyes today to those you send along my way. I pray that Your mission would become mine--give me a heart for the lost. Give me the words that I need to share the Good News. Thank You for the opportunity to join You in Christ's mission.

Life Journal, January 18, 2011

Life Journal, January 18, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 44-46; Luke 18

DOWNSIZE TIME

Scripture

Once a religious leader asked Jesus this question: "Good Teacher, what should I do to inherit eternal life?"

"Why do you call me good?" Jesus asked him. "Only God is truly good. But to answer your question, you know the commandments. 'You must not commit adultery. You must not murder. You must not steal. You must not testify falsely. Honor your father and mother.'"

The man replied, "I've obeyed all these commandments since I was young."

When Jesus heard his answer, he said, "There is still one thing you haven't done. Sell all your possessions and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."

But when the man heard this he became very sad, for he was very rich.

Luke 18.18-23

Observation

To follow Jesus we must be willing to give up anything and everything that stands between us and Him.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

For the rich young man--his wealth stood between him and Jesus. He wasn't willing to "pay the cost" to follow Jesus.

What is Jesus asking me to get rid of in my life so that I can fully follow Him? What is getting in the way?? Is it all the "stuff" I own?? What do I put before Him??

There is freedom in getting rid of the "stuff" that weighs me down. . . so why do I hold on to it?? My hands need to always be open--so I can receive from God and freely let go of everything. It is in letting go of everything that I can truly have everything that matters.

I look around me and see lots of stuff--too much stuff. I need to simplify so I can be free to follow Jesus.

So, today, I will begin the process of letting go to all that holds me back from freely following Jesus.

Prayer

Lord, I know many of the things that hold me back from fully following You--help me to recognize those thing that I "don't see" and that hinder me from following. I want the freedom that comes in letting go. Help me to keep my hands open--not just so I can receive--but so things can pass through me and onto others who have need. Lord, I don't want to be like the rich young man who isn't willing to give up whatever I need to to follow you. I want to do whatever it takes. Thank You, Lord for Your Word for me today.

Life Journal, January 17, 2011

Life Journal, January 17, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 42, 43; Psalm 5; Luke 17

NOT JUST CLEANSED--BUT HEALED

Scripture

As Jesus continued on toward Jerusalem, he reached the border between Galilee and Samaria. As he entered a village there, ten lepers stood at a distance, crying out, "Jesus, Master, have mercy on us!"

He looked at them and said, "Go show yourselves to the priests." And as they went, they were cleansed of their leprosy.

One of them, when he saw that he was healed, came back to Jesus, shouting, "Praise God!" He fell to the ground at Jesus' feet, thanking him for what he had done. This man was a Samaritan.

Jesus asked, "Didn't I heal ten men? Where are the other nine? Has no one returned to give glory to God except this foreigner?" And Jesus said to the man, "Stand up and go. Your faith has healed you."

Luke 17.11-19

Observation

A thankful spirit brings healing.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Ten with leprosy--all were cleansed--one was thankful and was healed.

When God answers a prayer do I bother to be thankful . . . or do I feel entitled and therefore see no reason to say thank you?? Or am I just too lazy or too busy to say thank you?? Am I truly thankful??

Unluckily, it becomes easy to get in the habit of not saying thank you. When was the last time I received a thank you note, let alone a verbal thank you, for something I had done? Not that I do it for the thank you . . . it's just nice to know that it was appreciated.

If I feel that way, how must God feel when He does for us and gives to us and the words out of our mouths are ones that say it's not enough--we want more . . . rather than Thank You--Praise You God! God doesn't need our thanks, our thanks/praise to Him are actually for us. We see in the story of the lepers that the one that came back, that returned to give thanks--was healed. So, when we don't give thanks . . . we miss the healing God has for us. It might be a spiritual healing, an emotional healing, a mental healing, or a physical healing. . . .but we miss all that God has for us because we don't stop and recognize what He has done for us.

I don't give God thanks/praise so I can get more from Him, but I do it because I can't help myself--I have to do it. And in that surrender, I find healing.

Prayer

Thank You God for today's lesson. Thank You for all You do for me. Thank You for opening my eyes to Your truth and the importance of thanking You and praising You. To You and You alone belongs all praise! May I give thanks in ALL things. Change me Lord!

Life Journal, January 16, 2011

Life Journal, January 16, 2011
Today's reading: Genesis 39-41; Luke 16

SUCCESS

Scripture

The Lord was with Joseph, so he succeeded in everything he did as he served in the home of his Egyptian master.

Genesis 39.2

Potiphar was furious when he heard his wife's story about how Joseph had treated her. So he took Joseph and threw him into the prison where the king's prisoners were held, and there he remained. But the Lord was with Joseph in the prison and showed him his faithful love. And the Lord made Joseph a favorite with the prison warden. . . . The Lord was with him and caused everything he did to succeed.

Genesis 39.19-21, 23b

Observation

No matter what the circumstances, no matter how things look, God is with us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

As I read Joseph's story I wonder what makes Joseph different. No matter what his circumstances, God shows him favor and blesses all that he does--whether he is sold as a slave or in prison, we are told that the "Lord was with him and showed him his faithful love."

We aren't told what makes Joseph different, but what maybe we aren't told is what makes him different. There is no where that it tells us that Joseph blamed God, or got angry at God, or didn't continue to worship God during what we would consider as trials.

I think Joseph must have had a really great attitude during all this . . . and that is why he was able to see and receive God's special blessings.

Could they be there for us too and we just miss them because we are so busy feeling sorry for ourselves? Do we miss God's presence, love and blessings because we are too busy asking why and not holding on to the truths that we know--that He is faithful, that His love never fails, that He never leaves us??

What Joseph-like opportunities have I missed because I was too busy whining and feeling sorry for myself? I hate to think of all of them.

Today, I will begin focusing more and more on God and less and less on my circumstances and what appears to be going on around me. Today I will look for God's blessings, not what could have been or might have been.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for the lesson today. Please forgive me for all that I have wasted because I was too busy feeling sorry for myself or whining. May I look for You in every circumstance and see You at work. Thank You that You never leave me and that You pour out Your unfailing love on me all the time. Change me today, O Lord!!

Life Journal, January 15, 2011

Life Journal, January 15, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 37, 38; Psalm 7; Luke 15

HANGING OUT

Scripture

Tax collectors and other notorious sinners often came to listen to Jesus teach. This made the Pharisees and teachers of religious law complain that he was associating with such sinful people--even eating with them!

Luke 15.1, 2

Observation

Jesus spent time with the people who needed--and wanted--the Truth.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I remember a time when people complained that I spent too much time with "those people." They were referring to men from the work center and people who attended a recovery program. They wanted me to focus on them and their needs--not the needs of the "sinners."

I needed this reminder today that I am here to reach people for Jesus. It is easy to forget as I get caught up in everyday life. It's not about what is clean, easy or comfortable . . . but reaching out and LOVING others. It's about being a light for Jesus, all the time. It's about having words that build-up not tear-down--it's about pointing people . . . taking them by the hand and leading them . . . to Jesus. It doesn't matter what other's say or think.

As I look for a church home, I find that I am looking for a church that is more concerned about reaching the lost then about a building or making the comfortable more comfortable.

So, today, I will not look for an "easy" church to attend, or an "easy and comfortable" path to follow--I will allow the Holy Spirit to work in my life and grow me into being more uncomfortable.

Prayer

Father God, work in me, change me, grow me, make me uncomfortable. Help me to have Your heart for the lost. Help me to be bold to share Your Good News! Help me to see others through Your eyes and not judge. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit and use me!! Lord, I want to impact the world for You!!

Life Journal, January 14, 2011

Life Journal, January 14, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 34-36; Luke 14

STILL ABOUT ME

Scripture

Then he [Jesus] turned to his host. "when you put on a luncheon or a banquet," he said, "don't invite your friends, brothers, relatives, and rich neighbors. For they will invite you back, and that will be your only reward. Instead, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, and the blind. Then at the resurrection of the righteous, Bod will reward you for inviting those who could not repay you."

Luke 14.12-14

Observation

It's not about doing what makes us comfortable--it is about doing what is right, what God would have us do.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Inviting those I know to join me is what I am comfortable with. It is not comfortable inviting people who are not like me and I don't know.

The message to me today is two-fold--why are those close to me (those I have as friends, etc.) only people I am comfortable with? I limit my world when I choose to only make friends and associate with those who are like me and really require nothing of me. When I have moved outside my comfort zone, I have been blessed. But, I still hesitate and avoid doing it whenever possible.

My circle needs more diversity. I need to watch for who God puts into my path . . . and who God would have me leave my path for. I am too comfortable. There is so much that I miss--so many opportunities that I miss, just so I can be comfortable. Jesus doesn't call me to comfort--and yet at some level--it is always the question that I ask myself first . . . .will this make me uncomfortable?

Later in the same chapter, Jesus says: "If you want to be my disciple, you must hate everyone else by comparison--your father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters--yes even your own life. Otherwise, you cannot be my disciple. And if you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple." [Luke 14.25-27] Those aren't words of comfort--they are words that make me uncomfortable and look outside of myself.

This change is going to take time and intention. But, that isn't an excuse to not make it. I must open myself up by denying myself.

Prayer

Lord God, this isn't an easy one today. It really takes me into some new areas of commitment and being a disciple. I know I can't do it on my own--fill me with your Holy Spirit so I can be more and more the person You want me to be. Let me love You more than anyone . . . or anything else. Let me put others first--and not just those I am comfortable with. Keep me on track, Lord--on the right path. Thank You!

Life Journal, January 13, 2011

Life Journal, January 13, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 31-33; Luke 13

ONE MORE CHANCE

Scripture

Then Jesus told this story: "A man planted a fig tree in his garden and came again and again to see if there was any fruit on it, but he was always disappointed. Finally, he said to his gardener, 'I've waited three years, and there hasn't been a single fig! Cut it down. It's just taking up space in the garden.'

"The gardener answered, 'Sir, give it one more chance. Leave it another year, and I'll give it special attention and plenty of fertilizer. If we get figs next year, fine. If not, then you can cut it down.'"

Luke 13.6-9

Observation

God doesn't give up on us and offers us another chance.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How often have I given up on someone else because I haven't seen change/progress when I thought I should?? It is an easy thing to do.

How often have others given up on me thinking they should have seen certain changes or progress?? I even give up on myself sometimes--disappointed that I haven't changed enough or do enough.

These verses remind me to not give up on others . . . or myself. To continue to "feed" myself and others with those things that are life-giving and pay special attention and watch for results. There is also a sense of expectation in these verses . . . to expectation to see fruit.

So today, I will be a gardener in the life of others and in my own. I will create an atmosphere that encourages health and growth . . . and life.

Prayer

Father God, when I look at others today may I see the potential and pour myself into their lives--helping them to produce fruit. Thank You, Lord, that You don't give up on me when You don't see immediate results. May I grow and produce fruit and bring You honor and glory!!

Life Journal, January 12, 2011

Life Journal, January 12, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 29, 30; Luke 12

MONEY AND POSSESSIONS

Scripture

Jesus speaking:

Life is not measured by how much you own. Luke 12.15b

Yes, a person is a fool to store up earthly wealth but not have a rich relationship with God. Luke 12.21

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and he will give you everything you need. Luke 12.31

Sell your possessions and give to those in need. This will store up treasure for you in heaven! And the purses of heaven never get old or develop holes. Your treasure will be safe; no thief can steal it and no moth can destroy it. Wherever your treasure is, there the desires of your heart will also be. Luke 12.33, 34

When someone has been given much, much will be required in return; and when someone has been entrusted with much, even more will be required. Luke 12.48b

Observation

We either worship money/things . . . or we worship God. One will be more important than the other to us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I am responsible for what I do with what God gives me. The world tells me I need more and more "stuff." The more stuff I have shows just how successful I am. And it seems that the more I have the more I want.

Jesus tells me to get rid of it all--all the stuff that weighs me down and pulls me away from Him. He wants to be my treasure. I can lose all of my "stuff" in an instant . . .

It's funny, with the down-turn in the economy, people cling more and more to what they have, so afraid that they will lose what they have. They don't give as freely--they hold on to it tightly.

When God gives to me, I have my hands open. Then I quickly close them so I can hold on to it--so I don't lose it. Instead, maybe I am called to leave my hands open--so I can freely share with others.

I'm rambling. . . . there is so much more to life than what I own. I can't take it with me. Money should not control my life--God should control my life and therefore my money. I don't need more stuff for myself, I need to do more for others.

I am rich compared to so many--God commands me to share my wealth with others.

Today, I will keep my hands open as God gives to me. I will begin simplifying my life by getting rid of things. I will remember that my life is not measured by the things I have--but by the love I share. I will begin to treasure what God treasures--others.

Prayer

Lord, my thoughts are full today from Your Word. The world teaches the opposite of what You tell us. Help me to listen only to You and not to the world. Help me to block out the world's message about money and possessions. Those things don't bring life--only You do. Make me a wise steward of what You give me. Help me to be generous with all that I have. May my hands be found to be open so I can share with others--not clenched tightly clinging to what you give me. Change me, O God.

Life Journal, January 11, 2011

Life Journal, January 11, 2011 (1-11-11)

Today's readings: Genesis 27, 28; Psalm 4; Luke 11

SHINING BRIGHTLY

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "No one lights a lamp and then hides it or puts in under a basket. Instead a lamp is placed on a stand, where its light can be seen by all who enter the house.

"Your eye is a lamp that provides light for your body. When your eye is good, your whole body is filled with light. But when it is bad, your body is filled with darkness. Make sure that the light you think you have is not actually darkness. If you are filled with light, with no dark corners, then your whole life will be radiant, as though a floodlight were filling you with light."

Luke 11.33-36

Observation

What is on the inside comes through to the outside--you can't hide it.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

What is in my heart shows on the outside through my words, my actions and my countenance. So what do people see and experience with me??

I want to radiate God's light--I want my life to be blinding because of the light coming from me. I have a lot of work to do. Today, I will be intentional about being a light in my attitude, in my words, and in my actions . . . in ALL that I do.

And then I will do it tomorrow . . . and then the next day . . . until I am changed.

Prayer

Lord, I read my words above and have to laugh at myself. I know that I cannot do any of it on my own--only with the help of the Holy Spirit can any light be seen in me. It is not because of what I do, or what I say, or my attitude, or the look on my face--none of that "proves" that I have Jesus in my heart if I do it under my own strength. It can only begin to happen when I completely turn my life over to You and allow You to come and fill me . . . taking over all of me and my life. So, come Holy Spirit. Come and fill me with Your light and love so that I might shine brightly for You!! Make me aware of my words and actions--making them Yours and not mine!

Life Journal, January 10, 2011

Life Journal, January 10, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 27, 28; Psalm 6; Luke 10

COMPASSION FOR MY NEIGHBOR

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "A Jewish man was traveling on a trip from Jerusalem to Jericho, and he was attacked by bandits. They stripped him of his clothes, beat him up, and left him half dead beside the road.

"By chance a priest came along. But when he saw the man lying there, he crossed to the other side of the road and passed him by. A Temple assistant walked over and looked at him lying there, but he also passed by on the other side.

"Then a despised Samaritan came along and when he saw the man, he felt compassion for him. Going over to him, the Samaritan soothed his wounds with olive oil and wine and bandaged them. Then he put the man on his own donkey and took him to an inn, where he took care of him. The next day he handed the innkeeper two silver coins, telling him, 'Take care of this man. If his bill runs higher than this, I'll pay you the next time I'm here.'

"Now which of these three would you say was a neighbor to the man who was attacked by bandits?"

Luke 10.30-36

Observation

Compassion = Action

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

One of my favorite's--I've written on it before. But, today God has me wrestling with the responses of the "religious" (the priest and temple assistant) and the "non-religious" (the "despised Samaritan).

How often do I see someone--anyone--who needs help or assistance and pass by. I have all the good excuses--"I'm not really helping them by giving them money." "They really don't want help or they would use those 'programs' that already in place." etc., etc.

In this story that Jesus tells, I don't see anywhere where he tells us to judge the person who we need to help--but to have compassion and help. And, it is more than just giving money--it is taking an interest in the person and investing in them. He doesn't say anywhere that there is a list of criteria that a person must pass before we help them. He just says to do it.

It is so easy to judge someone and use that for an excuse not to help. That is not what we are called to do. The closing words from Jesus in that story are: "Yes and go and do the same." [Luke 10.37b]

I need to see ALL people through the eyes of Christ, allow Him to work in my heart, and have compassion on them. Then reach out--put myself out--and help. It is what I am commanded to do . . . and what has been done for me!

Prayer

Father God, it so easy for me to see others and judge whether they are worthy of my help or not. Forgive me for all the times I have not reached out in your name and had compassion on someone. Lord, help me to invest myself in the lives of others--just as others have so generously invested in my life. Let me not judge--let me love unconditionally. Change me, O Lord.

Life Journal, January 9, 2011

Life Journal, January 9, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 23, 24; Luke 9

IT'S NOT ABOUT ME

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "If any of you wants to be my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways, take up your cross daily, and follow me. If you try to hang on to your life, you will lose it. But if you give up your life for my sake, you will save it. And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but are yourself lost or destroyed?"

Luke 9.23-26

Observation

Following Jesus requires us to put Him first in ALL areas of our lives--we can no longer be inward focused--we must be Christ focused. We must die to ourselves and become alive . . . giving ourselves fully to Him.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How many times have I read these words and agreed with them . . . but have not changed. I am willing to give Jesus some areas of my life--those that really don't require much from me/of me.

Jesus calls us to die daily to ourselves so we can fully live daily for Him.

In my Oswald Chambers reading yesterday, it said: "This event [Genesis 22.9] is a picture of the mistake we make in thinking that the ultimate God wants of us is the sacrifice of death. What God wants is the sacrifice through death which enables us to do what Jesus did, that is sacrifice our lives. Not--'Lord, I am ready to go with You . . . to death' (Luke 22.33). But--'I am willing to be identified with Your death so that I may sacrifice my life to God.'"

This is what it means to give up our life--not to die for His sake--but to live for His sake.

So today, I will be intentional about living my life for Christ. I will continue to give my life over to Him so that I might be a living sacrifice. That will mean saying "NO!" to myself and "YES!!!" to Jesus in everything. Lord help me!!

Prayer

Father God, it sounds so easy--saying yes to you and no to myself. But, I fail at it daily. I am self-centered and self-focused--not God-centered and God-focused. Help me to change today. Help me to see what is important to You--may I be a living sacrifice today!!

Life Journal, January 8, 2011

Today's Readings: Genesis 20-22; Luke 8

CHANGING MY SOIL

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "This is the meaning of the parable: The seed is God's word. The seeds that fell on the foot-path represent those who hear the message, only to have the devil come and take it away from their hearts and prevent them from believing and being saved. The seeds on the rocky soil represent those who hear the message and receive it with joy. But since they don't have deep roots, they believe for a while, then they fall away when they face temptation. The seeds that fell among the thorns represent those who hear the message, but all too quickly the message is crowded out by the cares and riches and pleasures of this life. And so they never grow into maturity. And the seeds that fell on the good soil represent honest, good-hearted people who hear God's word, cling to it and patiently produce a huge harvest."

Luke 8.11-15

Observation

The seed doesn't change--it is the soil that makes the difference.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How many times have I read this and not been honest with what kind of soil I am?? Wow. I have so easily gone to being the good soil--that's me . . . really?!?!

If I am to be honest with myself, there are times that my soil has been rocky. Those times that I give up on God because my roots are not deep enough. I have not planted His Word deeply enough in my heart so that I hold on to His Truth no matter how things may appear. Instead, I move away when life gets difficult.

There are too many other times that my soil is thorny--and I allow God to be crowded out by life--I don't have time for Him. My quiet time gets pushed aside for other things--even ministry opportunities. I allow any and everything to crowd out God. I still know all the right words, but I am not growing in maturity. I remain satisfied with just enough Jesus to get me by . . . and to look good. Ouch.

I need to be intentional if I am going to have the kind of soil that is "good soil." The kind that takes God's Word and allows it to change me and grow me. But, I have to do my part--I have to continually be preparing the soil and working it and watering it so that there is something worth harvesting.

So today, I will begin being more intentional about paying attention to the soil of my life. I will work to make it good soil so God can plant His Word in me and it will create a harvest that glorifies God.

Prayer

Thank You God for Your Word!! Thank You for loving me too much to leave me the same. Thank You for opening my eyes to the truth. Forgive me for believing the enemies lies too often. Help me to not allow my soil to become rocky or throny--but keep it good so Your Word can be planted in my life and grow deeply into my heart. Thank You for Your amazing love for me.

Life Journal, January 7, 2011
Genesis 18, 19; Psalm 3; Luke 7

LAUGHING AT GOD

Scripture

Then one of them said, "I will return to you about this time next year, and your wife, Sarah will have a son!"

Sarah was listening to this conversation from the tent. Abraham and Sarah were both very old by this time, and Sarah was long past the age of having children. So she laughed silently to herself and said, "How could a worn-out woman like me enjoy such pleasure, especailly when my master--my husband--is also so old?"

Then the Lord said to Abraham, "Why did Sarah laugh? Why did she say, 'Can an old woman like me have a baby?' Is anything too hard for the Lord? I will return about this time next year and Sarah will have a son."

Sarah was afraid, so she denied it, saying, "I didn't laugh."

But the Lord said, "No, you did laugh."

Genesis 18.10-15

Observation

God can do anything He wants to do--circumstances don't stop Him.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How many times have I laughed at God because of something impossible He has said He is going to do? God speaks into my life--I don't see it happen immediately (afterall, it should be on my time table)--so I don't believe it is going to happen. Later, he reminds me of what He has said--and I think, "yeah, sure" believing it is too late--I laugh at God.

God had previously promised Abraham and Sarah that they would have a son. It didn't happen right then, so they both just let it go. So, when God says, 'okay, it's time now,' Sarah laughs because they are both too old to have children. But God replies, 'Is anything too hard for the Lord?'

How often have I laughed at God--not trusting that He is going to do what He has said He would--in part because He didn't do it immediately. How many blessings have I missed because I gave up too soon . . . not willing to wait for God's perfect timing?

It is all about trusting God . . . do I trust that He will do what He says?? (Even when it doesn't look like I think it should or He doesn't do it in my timing)

Proverbs 3.5-6 has to be foundational in my life. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take."

May this verse become so much a part of me that it reflected in how I live all of my life.

Prayer

Father God, forgive me for not trusting You as I should. May I be found trusting--not laughing/not believing--in Your promises to me. Help me to live my life with Proverbs 3.5-6 being what guides me.

Life Journal, January 6, 2011
Genesis 15-17; Luke 6

TIME FOR A CHANGE

Scripture

But to you who are willing to listen, I say, love your enemies! Do good to those who hate you. Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you.

Luke 6.27-28

Observation

We are to do the opposite of our human nature and what the world does.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I have not lived this way for some time and it has had a huge impact on my life--spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically. I have allowed my hurt to consume me. I have to let it go and replace it with God's all-consuming perfect love. "What you say flows from what is in your heart." (Luke 6.45b) I have to intentionally change my thinking and my words--then my heart will change and it can finally heal.

Prayer

Lord, forgive me for not loving as you would have me love. Forgive me for not doing good to those who have hurt me. Forgive me for not praying for and being a blessing in the life of those who have hurt me. Help me to release the hurt and pain. Change my heart and change me so I can reflect you in all I do.

Life Journal, January 5, 2011
Genesis 12-14; Luke 5

DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES

Scripture

Some men came carrying a paralyzed man on a sleeping mat. They tried to take him inside to Jesus, but they couldn't reach him because of the crowd. So they went up to the roof and took of some tiles. Then they lowered the sick man on his mat down into the crowd, right in front of Jesus.

Luke 5.18-19

Observation

The paralyzed man's friends were willing to do whatever it took to get him to Jesus.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Am I willing to do whatever it takes to get someone in front of Jesus? Am I bold enough to remove all obstacles that stand in their way? Are the lost important enough to me that I will "go the extra mile" to introduce them to Jesus?

Prayer

Lord God, I want to be a roof crasher for You! Help me be bold enough--strong enough in my faith--that I am willing to do whatever it takes to get people to You.

Life Journal, January 4, 2011
Genesis 9-11; Luke 4

EVEN THE DEVIL KNOWS SCRIPTURE

Scripture

Then the devil took him [Jesus] to Jerusalem, to the highest point of the Temple, and said, "If you are the Son of God, jump off! For the Scriptures say, "He will order his angels to protect and guard you. And they will hold you up with their hands so you won't even hurt your foot on a stone."

Luke 4.9-11

Observation

The enemy knows and uses Cripture to try and give his words validity.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?")

It is important that we know Scripture so we cannot be confused or led astray by partial truths. I see how Scripture is distorted and manipulated by so many--and people are not familiar enough with the Truth to be able to correct or counter the lies. This has become even more real to me since I moved to Orem and am in a city that is 85% Mormon. If you do not know the Truth and are not in the Word every day it can be easy to be taken in by the miss-use of Scripture. I must be in God's Word every day and hide His Word in my heart so I can stand firm on the truth.

Prayer

Lord, please help me to hide your Word in my heart. Let me be able to discern Your truth from partial truths. Give me a hunger for Your Word. And, please give me a boldness when I need to counter the enemies lies with Your perfect Truth.

[I haven't written for some time--but I am back to doing the Life Journal once again as part of my daily quiet time. So, back to blogging.]



Life Journal, January 3, 2011
Genesis 6-8, Luke 3

A BROKEN HEART

FOR A SIN-FILLED WORLD

Scripture

The Lord observed the extent of human wickedness on the earth, and he saw that everything they thought or imagined was consistently and totally evil. So the Lord was sorry he had ever made them and put them on earth. It broke His heart.

Genesis 6.5-6

Observation

Sin always breaks God's heart.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Two-fold today--first, I must examine my own heart, allowing God to shine His light on all darkness in it. Then I must surrender those areas to Him so I can be cleansed. What sin in my life is breaking God's heart?

Secondly, those things that break God's heart should also break mine--and in doing so, should call me to action in Christ's name. For to sit by and do nothing is sin.

Prayer

Lord, 'purify me from my sins, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.' [Ps 51.7] Let my heart not only be broken by those things that break your heart, use me to be an agent of change in Your name.