pastor mo's place

2011-03-01T14:52:00.000-08:00

I have been asked what happened to my blog. I am still doing my life journal--everyday . . . but have quit making it "public." For one reason, for me it seems rather arrogant to think that I have something to say worth reading. And, so, decided to just write in my journal and not post it here.

I pray that God is doing something great in your life every day!

Life Journal, February 5, 2011

2011-02-05T09:20:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 5, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 39, 40; Psalm 15; Acts 12

BELIEVING FOR WHAT WE PRAY

Scripture

But while Peter was in prison, the church prayed very earnestly for him. . . .

When they finally opened the door and saw him, they were amazed.

Acts 12.5,16

Observation

When we pray, we should believe that God will answer.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Peter was put in prison. The church prayed earnestly for him. God rescued him--setting him free. He goes to the house where the believers are and they don't believe that it is him knocking on the door. When they finally do believe, and open the door and see him, we are told that they are amazed.

They prayed but didn't really believe that God would rescue Peter in a miraculous way. They were looking for the normal--not the miraculous.

So, how often to do pray believing that God will answer in a miraculous way?? I trust that He will answer my prayers, He promises He will. BUT, I don't really expect Him to do something extra-ordinary. I expect Him to do something ordinary and, if I am to be honest, to probably say no to my prayer.

We are told to pray--believing. But do I undermine my own prayers by not really believing?? I give God all kinds of outs--probably not His timing, might not be His will, . . . . God doesn't need us to make excuses for Him, He needs me to believe that He will answer--and answer miraculously. Nothing mundane for the Creator of the universe, nothing ordinary for the God who parted the Red Sea--He is the God of miracles.

So, I need to start believing this and living this way. I need to expect super-natural answers to prayers. I need to trust God with my prayers.

Prayer

Father God, forgive my lack of faith. Forgive me for being timid and not boldly coming before You and expecting You to answer my prayers. Lord, I am praying, believing that You are a God of miracles and that You hear my prayers and You answer them. Thank You for the prayers You are answering right now!!

Life Journal, February 4, 2011

2011-02-04T08:53:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 4, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 37,38; Psalm 19; Acts 11

DELIBERATE SIN

Scripture

How can I know all the sins lurking in my heart?

Cleanse me from these hidden faults.

Keep your servant from deliberate sins!
Don't let them control me.

Then I will be free of guilt

and innocent of great sin.
Psalm 19.12-13

Observation

We need to continually ask God to reveal our sins to us and repent--not allowing them to control us anymore.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I had really wanted to write about something different today. . . wanted there to be some other truth that God wanted me to learn from. But, this is what He has for me today.

Deliberate sin--I really don't like to think this is something that I am guilty of, but I am. Much more so than I would like to admit. I will be ready to do something or say something and God nudges me . . . and sometimes I go ahead and do it or say it--knowing full well that I shouldn't. Deliberate sin.

I continue with habits that do not glorify God. Some people would probably even argue that they really aren't sin--but they are. Anything that I do that I know that I shouldn't is sin. And unluckily, there is more of that in my life than I would like to admit.

It is part of dying to myself and being made new in Christ. Most of my deliberate sin comes from my rebellion and unwillingness to tell myself "NO!". Like a small child I stomp my foot and do what I want--even though I know it is not what God wants.

So today . . . wow, that's a hard one. Will I tell myself "no"? Will I allow God to continue to shine light on the dark places in my life--my sin? Will I repent and seek to do what God wants me to do rather than what I want to do? Am I willing to take the steps necessary so that what God wants in my life is what I want in my life?

Hard questions and hard things to do--but I do not do them alone and powerless--God is with me and sends His Holy Spirit to give me the power to do it. That gives me hope . . . that I will be able to take the steps I need to take and allow Him to speak truth into my life and shine light on my sins. I will turn my deliberate sins over to Him and allow Him to conquer them, because I cannot do it on my own. We are more than conquerers through Him!

Prayer

Father God, forgive me for not making the changes You have called me to make. Forgive my rebellion--help me Lord to turn from my old sin-filled ways to You and the Light. Lord, I know I can't do it on my own, I haven't yet and know that I can't do it without Your power and strength. Thank You for never giving up on me and loving me through it all. So, Lord change me so that, "May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing to you, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer." [Psalm 19.14]

Life Journal, February 3, 2011

2011-02-03T06:07:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 3, 2011
Today's Readings: Exodus 35, 36; Acts 10

NO FAVORITISM

Scripture

But God has shown me that I should no longer think of anyone as impure or unclean. . . .

Then Peter replied, "I see very clearly that God shows no favoritism. In every nation he accepts those who fear him and do what is right."

Acts 10. 28b, 34-35

Observation

The ground is level at the foot of the cross.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

A much need reminder that it not my "job" to decide who deserves to hear the Good News of Jesus Christ. The message is open for everyone/anyone who receives it.

Prayer

Lord, forgive me for all the times that I judge someone's worthiness to receive the gift of grace. You came and lived and died and was resurrected--not just for me, but for everyone. Father God, help me to be a welcoming servant. Help me to share Your Good News with everyone, trusting that You will decide who will hear it and who won't. Thank You for Your love for me!

Life Journal, February 2, 2011

2011-02-02T06:47:00.001-08:00

Life Journal, February 2, 2011
Today's Readings: Exodus 32-34; Psalm 16; Acts 9

CHANGED

Scripture

Meanwhile, Saul was uttering threats with every breath and was eager to kill the Lord's followers. . . .

As he was approaching Damascus on this mission, a light from heaven suddenly shone down around him. He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, "Saul! Saul! Why are you persecuting me?"

"Who are you, lord?" Saul asked.

And the voice replied, "I am Jesus, the one you are persecuting! No get up and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do." . . .

But the Lord said, "Go, for Saul is my chosen instrument to take my message to the Gentiles and to kings, as well as to the people of Israel." . . . .

Saul stayed with the believers in Damascus for a few days. And immediately he began preaching about Jesus in the synagogues, saying, "He is indeed the Son of God!"

Acts 9. 1, 3-6, 15, 19b-20

Observation

No one is beyond the grace found in Christ Jesus.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

The story of Saul/Paul is a great reminder that no one is beyond the reach of God. Anyone's heart can be changed. It is not my place to decide whether someone is beyond salvation or not--that is God's work. I am only called to share the Good News of Jesus with everyone and then put it in God's hands!

All the women and men that come into the center that are LDS are not out of the reach of the saving grace of Jesus. Each of them can have their hearts changed in an instant. God has given me the opportunity to be used to share His amazing love with each one!

Prayer

Thank You Lord for the opportunity that You give me every day to be Your Light in a very dark world. Lord God, I would pray that the scales would drop from their eyes so that they may see Your truth. Open their eyes and hearts to Your gift of love and salvation. Use me Lord to bring Your Good News and speak truth into their lives! Thank You Jesus!!

Life Journal, February 1, 2011

2011-02-01T06:09:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 1, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 30-32; Acts 8

INSTRUCTIONS FOR THE SABBATH

Scripture

The Lord then gave these instructions to Moses: "Tell the people of Israel: 'Be careful to keep my Sabbath day, for the Sabbath is a sign of the covenant between me and you from generation to generation. It is given so you may know that I am the Lord, who makes you holy. You must keep the Sabbath day, for it is a holy day for you. Anyone who desecrates it must be put to death; anyone who works on that day will be cut off from the community. You have six days each week for your ordinary work, but the seventh day must be a Sabbath day of complete rest, a holy day dedicated to the Lord. Anyone who works on the Sabbath must be put to death. The people of Israel must keep the Sabbath day by observing it from generation to generation. This is a covenant obligation for all time. It is a permanent sign of my covenant with the people of Israel. For in six days the Lord made heaven and earth, but on the seventh day he stopped working and was refreshed.'"

Exodus 31.12-17

Observation

The Sabbath is to be set aside as a day of complete rest and dedicated to God.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I don't think God could make this any clearer . . . so why is it something that is just ignored. We do not keep the Sabbath--no matter what day we see as the Sabbath in our week. How different would I be--how different would life be if we (all believers) truly observed a Sabbath. Maybe there would be less stress. Maybe we would have time to remember what is important--people in our lives--not work and achievements and money.

I feel guilty if I take time to do nothing. The world has taught me that I need to be in constant motion if I am going to be successful. But, that's not what God teaches me.

It is clear that the Sabbath is important to God and therefore it should be important to me. It is to be a day to focus on God and what He has blessed us with. If I want to take God's teaching seriously--that includes His teaching on the Sabbath.

Prayer

Father God, I don't keep Your Sabbath. Forgive me for not being willing to set aside time just for You. May I learn the value and importance of keeping the Sabbath. Help me to set aside time for You and time to renew and refresh, so I can be the person You have called me to be. Maybe if I gave You the day You asked for I wouldn't be so tired all the time. Thank You Lord.

Life Journal, January 31, 2011

2011-01-31T06:03:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 31, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 28, 29; Acts 7

PRAYING FOR THOSE WHO WOULD KILL ME

Scripture

Then they [the high priest and other religious leaders] put their hands over their ears and began shouting. They rushed at him [Stephen] and dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. His accusers took off their coats and laid them at the feet of a young man named Saul.

As they stoned him, Stephen prayed, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." He fell to his knees, shouting, "Lord, don't charge them with this sin!" And with that he died.

Acts 7.57-60

Observation

Stephen reflected Jesus, even unto death.

Application (How would I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Even in the midst of being stoned, Stephen forgave those who were throwing the stones. The only way that would be possible, is to so be filled with Jesus and the Holy Spirit that there would be no room for me. That means I have to get out of the way.

Stephen, we are told, was "a man full of faith and the Holy Spirit." [Acts 6.5] He was "a man full of God's grace and power, performed amazing miracles and signs among the people." [Acts 6.8]

In other words, He had died to himself and was raised new in Christ. He was filled with the Holy Spirit and alive in Christ.

I don't face physical death as Stephen did. I don't have stones being thrown at me. But, at times I do have people throw words at me that are meant to wound and sometimes even kill the spirit. How will I respond? Will I throw words back, hoping to hit my mark? Or will I allow the Spirit to work in me and pray for them? Will I reflect Christ in this small way? Am I willing to die to myself so I can be so filled with Christ and the Holy Spirit that my first and "supernatural" reaction is to forgive and pray for them?

Stephen reflected Christ--and only Christ. May I do the same.

Prayer

Father God, I can't do this on my own. I need Your Spirit, Your grace, Your power. Only when I allow myself to be emptied can I be filled with You. And only then, can I truly reflect You. Father, in all circumstances--no matter what someone says or does to me--I want to be so filled with You that I act/react in a way that points only to You and brings You honor and glory. Fill me with more of You!

Life Journal, January 30, 2011

2011-01-30T06:59:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 30, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 25-27; Acts 6

ACCEPTING RESPONSIBILITY

Scripture

But as the believers rapidly multiplied, there were rumblings of discontent. The Greek-speaking believers complained about the Hebrew-speaking believers, saying that their widows were being discriminated against in the daily distribution of food.

Acts 6.1

Observation

There is always something to be discontent about--even for believers.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

As I read the Scripture, I knowingly was shaking my head thinking--church folks always find something to be unhappy about. That's why I have a problem with church--nobody is happy, everybody finds something to whine and complain about.

Then God slaps me up the back of the head and points out that I am complaining and whining about church . . . the very thing that breaks my heart about church. I am just as guilty as everyone else and help to make church as miserable as everyone else. I watch others and judge them--I judge whether I think they are worshiping or not, whether they are acting appropriate or not, whether they are reverent enough . . . sadly, the list goes on and on.

What would happen if I just went to church to just worship God?!?! What if I didn't even notice others (other than to say hello, smile and be friendly)? What if instead of complaining about how the service is done, the music, the preaching, etc., I went and put my entire focus on God? What if I was determined to worship, to enjoy the service, to rejoice, to be so filled with God's Spirit that it just over-flowed that I didn't pay attention to what I was allowing to distract me from why I am there?

Instead of blaming others I have to accept responsibility for my time with God. Maybe if my attitude was different then I would act differently and my experience might be different.

Today as I go to church, I will go and not worry about or judge anyone or anything else--I will go to worship my Jesus. Imagine that!

Prayer

Lord forgive me. May I go to church today with an open heart to worship You and You alone. Help me to focus on what is truly important--You! Help me to not complain or judge and not make the service about me. I am the problem Lord, not others. If I can't worship it is no one elses fault but my own. No excuses. Today I go to worship You!!

Life Journal, January 29, 2011

2011-01-29T09:51:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 29, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 23, 24; Psalm 14; Acts 5

WORTHY TO SUFFER

Scripture

They called in the apostles and had them flogged. Then they ordered them never again to speak in the name of Jesus, and they let them go.

The apostles left the high council rejoicing that God had counted them worthy to suffer disgrace for the name of Jesus. And every day, in the Temple and from house to house, they continued to teach and preach this message: "Jesus is the Messiah."

Acts 5. 40-42

Observation

The apostles rejoiced in being flogged/beaten because that meant that God counted them worthy to suffer for Jesus.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I read those verses and I am amazed. Would I rejoice for being beaten for Jesus? I don't even like to have people talk badly about me--let alone be beaten.

I guess as I reread it, they didn't rejoice over the beating, but rejoiced that God had counted them worthy to suffer disgrace for the name of Jesus. Still . . . . I don't know that I could do that. Then I have to ask myself, does that mean that Jesus does not mean enough to me that I am willing to suffer disgrace--or anything else--for Him?? Ouch. I would want to believe that He would.

If I am honest, the thought of suffering doesn't excite me. . . and I don't seem to do it very well. Is that because I am so wrapped up in myself and so self-centered that I don't believe I deserve it? The very things that I talk against--I am guilty of. Imagine that.

So, what that means is that I have not died to myself yet. I have not allowed God to consume me through His Holy Spirit. If I am still that concerned about myself, then I am not concerned enough with God. I have a lot more work to do--or rather, God has a lot more work to do in me.

Today, I will continue to give more and more of my life over to God, allowing Him to fill me more and more. Maybe one day I will be able to, along with the apostles, rejoice that God has counted me worthy to suffer disgrace for the name of Jesus.

Prayer

Lord God, today's lesson was a hard one. It shines the light on all the areas in my life that I have not given over to You. Forgive me Father for holding on so tightly to life and not giving it over completely to You. Take it God. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit. Help me to rejoice in all circumstances--especially when I am given the privilege to suffer for the name of Jesus.

Life Journal, January 28, 2011

2011-01-28T09:09:00.001-08:00

Life Journal, January 28, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 21, 22; Psalm 12; Acts 4

BE BOLD

Scripture

". . . And now, O Lord, hear their threats, and give us, your servants, great boldness in preaching your word. Stretch out your hand with healing power; may miraculous signs and wonders be done through the name of your holy servant Jesus."

After this prayer, the meeting place shook and they were filled with the Holy Spirit. Then they preached the word of God with boldness.

Acts 4.29-31

Observation

God heard their prayer and answered it through the power of the Holy Spirit.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

WOW! That needs to be our prayer everyday. . . and then expect it to be answered.

But, it requires that we be willing to be used by God in amazing and supernatural ways and that we are willing to preach the Word of God with boldness. Nothing changes if we do not allow God to change us and use us. We must open ourselves up to the Holy Spirit and be willing to be bold.

Not as easy as it sounds. Afterall, what will others say?!?!

That is why we are called to die to ourselves--then it won't matter what others think.

So, today, I pray the prayer of the disciples and ask for Your Holy Spirit. I ask that You use me in miraculous ways and that I share/preach the word of God with boldness.

Prayer

"O Sovereign Lord, Creator of heaven and earth, the sea, and everything in them--you spoke long ago by the Holy Spirit through our ancestor David, your servant saying, 'Why were the nations so angry? Why did they waste their time with futile plans? The kings of the earth prepared for battle; the rulers gathered together against the Lord and against his Messiah.'

"In fact, this has happened here in this very city! For Herod Antipas, Pontius Pilate the governor, the Gentiles, and the people of Israel were all united against Jesus, your holy servant, whom you anointed. But everything they did was determined beforehand according to your will. And now, O Lord, hear their threats, and give us, your servants, great boldness in preaching your word. Stretch out your hand with healing power; may miraculous signs and wonders be done through the name of your holy servant Jesus." May it be so, Lord.

Life Journal, January 27, 2011

2011-01-27T06:50:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 27, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 17-20; Acts 3

KEEPING THE SABBATH HOLY

Scripture

[God speaking] "Remember to observe the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. You have six days each week for your ordinary work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath day of rest dedicated to the Lord your God. On that day no one in your household may do any work. This includes you, your sons and daughters, your male and female servants, your livestock, and any foreigners living among you. For in six days the Lord made the heavens, the earth, the sea, and everything in them; but on the seventh day he rested. That is why the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and set it apart as holy."

Exodus 20.8-11

Observation

Observing the Sabbath and keeping it holy is one of the Ten Commandments.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

One of God's commandments that I often overlook. I wonder why it has become so unimportant to us?

Where I live now, in Orem where it is 90+% Mormon, most of the stores and many of the restaurants are closed on Sunday. The Mormon's do work at keeping the Sabbath. I don't know what they do with their day, but for the most part they don't go out and shop, etc. It's funny what a shock it was to me to see the mall closed on Sunday.

So how do I see the Sabbath?? I tend to see it as any other day and do pretty much whatever I want. Oh, I go to church and have my quiet time, but that's it. What should my Sabbath look like? What am I to do with my time that helps in making/keeping the Sabbath holy??

I am commanded by God to keep the Sabbath, to sit it aside, to make it Holy. It is not something that is just going to happen, but something I must be intentional about.

I think there are some things that I can do on my Sabbath that help to make it a Holy day. Time with friends can make it holy. Time just being can make it holy. It is about resting in God and focusing on Him.

My Sabbath should not look like any other day--it needs to be set apart . . . as God commanded. So, I am going to work at being intentional with my Sabbath--at giving the day to God and listening and watching what He would have me do with it. I want to be faithful to His commands and this is one of them. If I want to please God, then I must keep all 10 commandments, not just the ones that are easy.

Prayer

Father God, forgive me for what I have done to the Sabbath--how I ignore it and make it just like any other day. You have called for me to sit it aside and make it Holy--so that means I need to fill it with You! Help me be aware of what I am doing. Help me to make it Holy--show me what it is You want me to do . . . or what You don't want me to do. May I make You Lord of my Sabbath!

Life Journal, January 26, 2011

2011-01-26T07:00:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 26, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 14-16; Acts 2

A SHORT MEMORY

Scripture

As Pharaoh approached, the people of Israel looked up and panicked when they saw the Egyptians overtaking them. They cried out to the Lord, and they said to Moses, "Why did you bring us out here to die in the wilderness? Weren't there enough graves for us in Egypt? What have you done to us? Why did you make us leave Egypt? Didn't we tell you this would happen while we were still in Egypt? We said, 'Leave us alone! Let us be slaves to the Egyptians. It's better to be a slave in Egypt than a corpse in the wilderness!'"

Exodus 14.10-12

Then the people complained and turned against Moses.

Exodus 15.24

There, too, the whole community of Israel complained about Moses and Aaron.

Exodus 16.2

The Lord asked Moses, "How long will these people refuse to obey my commands and instructions?

Exodus 16.28

Observation

Even though God had answered their cries for help and freed them from the Egyptians, even though they had crossed the Red Sea on dry land (saving them from the Egyptians), even though God brought them to safety . . . they complained and whined. When anything difficult came at them they "forgot" all that God had done and was doing for them.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I read all that God did for the community of Israel--all the miracles He performed, freeing them from Pharoah, the parting of the Red Sea, the angel that led them, the pillars of cloud and fire that led them and protected them, the manna and quail--and I wonder how they could forget all that He did so quickly and cry out against God and refuse to obey His commands and instructions.

Then I look in a mirror. How quickly I forget God's faithfulness and His miracles in my life. How quickly I question God and whine because things aren't going my way. How quickly I feel sorry for myself. What a short memory I have!

So, today, I will remember what God has done for me when I feel myself slipping into old habits of whining and forgetting. Today, I will choose to obey God's commands and instructions . . . not using what I perceive as difficult circumstances as an excuse not to. Today I will celebrate God's work in my life--all of it, whether I like what He is doing or not.

Prayer

Father God, please forgive my short memory. You do so much for me, Your faithfulness is beyond measure, and yet I am never satisfied--I am constantly whining and blaming and forgetting. Today, Lord, I choose to remember and celebrate and obey. Thank You for Your patience with me!! Thank You for not giving up on me and putting up with all my whining and questioning. Thank You for loving me enough to discipline me and guide me and sending Your Son Jesus!

Life Journal, January 25, 2011

2011-01-25T07:14:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 25, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 12, 13; Psalm 21; Acts 1

ACTIVE WAITING

Scripture

So when the apostles were with Jesus, they kept asking him, "Lord, has the time come for you to free Israel and restore our kingdom?"

He replied, "The Father alone has the authority to set those dates and times, and they are not for you to know. But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you. And you will be my witnesses, telling people about me everywhere--in Jerusalem, throughout Judea, in Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."

After saying this, he was taken up into a cloud while they were watching, and they could no longer see him. As they strained to see him rising into heaven, two white-robed men suddenly stood among them. "Men of Galilee," they said, "why are you standing here staring into heaven? Jesus has been taken from you into heaven, but someday he will return from heaven in the same way you saw him go."

Acts 1.6-11

Observation

We have been given the Holy Spirit so that we might be witnesses for Jesus throughout the world until He returns.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

The apostles were ready for their job to be done--they were ready for Christ's Kingdom to come. But Jesus tells them (and us) that there is work to be done until that time and that God, the Father, is sending us the Holy Spirit so we can do it. We aren't to sit back, twiddling our thumbs waiting for Christ's return--we are to walk in the power of the Holy Spirit telling about Jesus.

So, first of all, am I depending on and walking in the power of the Holy Spirit and not my own? I cannot do it in my own "strength" and "wisdom." I must depend on the Holy Spirit.

Next, am I sharing the Good News as I wait for Christ's return--am I being faithful to what He has called and commanded me to do?? If I try to do it on my own, I will fail--but if I do it with the Holy Spirit at work in me and through me, I will not fail!

I need to take inventory of what I am doing and how I am doing it--and then turn to the Holy Spirit to fill me and lead me and use me to accomplish all that God has for me to do . . . and not sit idly by waiting for Christ's return.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for the Holy Spirit. Fill me anew with Your Spirit today. Use me today! Give me the words and a boldness to be Your witness!! Thank You Father!!

Life Journal, January 24, 2011

2011-01-24T07:15:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 24, 2011
Today's Readings: Exodus 9-11; Luke 24

MISSING JESUS

Scripture

As they walked along they were talking about everything that had happened. As they talked and discussed these things, Jesus himself suddenly came and began walking with them. But God kept them from recognizing him. . . .

As they sat down to eat, he took the bread and blessed it. Then he broke it and gave it to them. Suddenly, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him.

Luke 24.14-16, 30-31

Observation

They didn't expect to see Jesus and didn't recognize Him when He was in their midst.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How often do I miss Jesus because I don't expect to see Him??

So, today, I will keep my eyes and my heart open and actively look for Jesus--knowing that He appear differently than I might expect and show up in unexpected places!

Prayer

Lord, I don't want to miss You--so open my eyes and let me see You!! Open my heart to Your Spirit, so I don't miss You!! Surprise me today! Thank You Jesus!!

Life Journal, January 23, 2011

2011-01-23T10:15:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 23, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 6-8; Luke 23

WHAT WILL I DO WITH THIS JESUS?

Scripture

When they came to a place called The Skull, they nailed him to the cross.

Luke 23.33a

Observation

Jesus was crucified for me.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Jesus, the Messiah, gave His life willingly for me. I often take that for granted. But, when I stop and really think about it . . . what my sin cost Him . . . I have a choice to make. I must choose to follow Him with my whole life or not. There is no middle ground--I either give my life over to Him or I don't. He didn't just die a little for my sins--He died a horrible and painful death for my sins. So, I must decide what I am going to do with this Jesus. Do I turn my life over to him . . . or not? Do I die to myself so I can have life in Him?? Do I make Him Lord of my life??

Today, I must decide what and who takes precedence in my life. Will it be Jesus?? YES!

Prayer

Father, today I choose Jesus.

Life Journal, January 22, 2011

2011-01-22T22:17:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 22, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 3-5; Luke 22

PICK SOMEONE ELSE

Scripture

But Moses again pleaded, "Lord, please! Send anyone else."

Exodus 4.13

Observation

Moses didn't want to do what God was asking him to do.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

What am I saying "no" to God about that He is asking me to do??

I have argued and pleaded and begged at different times in the past for God to use someone else--send someone else. So, is there something that God is asking me to do that I am saying "no" to??
I need to be careful what I agree to do and what I beg-off from doing and make sure that either way that they are what God would have me do. Doing what God wants me to do--no matter what--is all that should matter. If I have truly turned my life over to Him--I will say, "Here I am" with no strings attached.

I need to be still and listen, I need to quiet myself and watch. God will direct me and I need to be ready to say "Here I am Lord, send me!"

Prayer

Lord, I want you to be able to count on me--I don't want to be found pleading for you to find someone else. I want to be the one who does and goes and serves. Use me. Send me. I give myself to You. Help me to hear You and see where You lead me. Thank You for not giving up on me.

Life Journal, January 21, 2011

2011-01-21T08:21:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 21, 2011
Today's readings: Exodus 1, 2; Psalm 88; Luke 21

GIVING EVERYTHING

Scripture

While Jesus was in the Temple, he watched the rich people dropping their gifts in the collection box. Then a poor widow came by and dropped in two small coins.

"I tell you the truth," Jesus said, "this poor widow has given more than all the rest of them. For they have given a tiny part of their surplus, but she, poor as she is, has given everything she has."

Luke 21.1-4

Observation

It's not about giving our 10%--it's about giving it all.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

We whine at giving 10% and have many excuses why we cannot give that much. But, we are called to give everything . . . not just 10%.

So, the question is, do I give it all to God?? I need a place to live--so I have to pay rent. But, do I use my "house" as an offering to God--do I use it for hospitality, Bible study, making a home for someone in need? Do I give it all?

My Jeep--do I use it for God? Do I give rides to those who need them? Do I take things to people who have no way to get them?

Do I trust God enough with all that I have that He will take care of me? That's the bottom line. Am I willing to do without something that I really don't need so I can do for someone else?? Am I willing to give EVERYTHING to Him?

If I give my 10%, I'm really not giving anything. Jesus asks for it all--all our money, all we have, all of us. He doesn't just want a piece of us--He wants every tiny bit of us.

So, today . . . wow--this is not easy. Am I really willing to turn it ALL over to God and to trust Him with it all. Am I willing to say "no" to myself so I can fully say YES to God? Today, I am willing and ready to begin the journey. Today, I will remember who it all belongs to and I will not hold on to it tightly, but will open my hands so God can take it and use it. Today, it is ALL His!

Prayer

Father God, I am not fooling You or me--I know it sounds easier than it is. But, I do want to give it all to You and I want the freedom that comes in trusting You with everything I have and with me. I realize that I will have to give it to You over and over--please help me to let go--help me to open my hands. Pry my fingers up so I can release all that I hold on to so tightly. Remove the fear that causes me to cling so to what I have. I put my full trust in You. Thank You!

Life Journal, January 20, 2011

2011-01-20T06:55:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 20, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 49, 50; Psalm 8; Luke 20

ACCEPTING RESPONSIBILITY

Scripture

O Lord, our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth!

Your glory is higher than the heavens.

You have taught children and infants to tell of your strength,

silencing your enemies and all who oppose you.

When I look at the night sky and see the work of your fingers--

the moon and the starts you set in place--

what are mere mortals that you should think about them,

Human beings that you should care for them?

Yet you made them only a little lower than God

and crowned them with glory and honor.

You gave them charge of everything you made,

putting all things under their authority--

the flocks and the herds

and all the wild animals,

the birds in the sky, the fish in the sea,

and everything that swims the ocean currents.

O Lord, our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth!

Psalm 8.1-9

Observation

God, who created everything, cares for us and we are charged with taking care of all that He has given us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I have to admit that I don't give much thought to the world around me and my responsibility toward it. I take it for granted and leave the responsibility for creation (land, animals, etc.) to the "tree huggers."

Today's Scripture reminds me that it is also my responsibility. He has put us in charge over the earth and we are to take care of it. I have a responsibility to do my part.

The earth and all that is on it is not to be taken for granted. Today, I will recognize and do my part.

Prayer

Father God, please forgive me for taking Your creation for granted and leaving the responsibility for the care and well-being of it to others. Show me what I need to do--help me to do my part. Thank You for all that You created and for caring for me so much.

Life Journal, January 19, 2011

2011-01-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 19, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 47, 48; Psalm 10; Luke 19

SEEKING THE LOST

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "For the Son of Man came to seek and save those who are lost."

Luke 19.10

Observation

We are to seek out the lost--not just merely wait for them to come to us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Zacchaeus is one of my very favorite Bible stories. Everytime I read it I see a new lesson for me--and this time was no different.

Jesus came "to seek and save those who are lost." It was not passive--He went and looked for them. In the case of Zacchaeus, it was a matter of looking up in a tree. But, I cannot miss the fact that Jesus saw Zacchaeus up in the tree. There were enough people there that Zacchaeus had to climb a tree to see Jesus--so there had to be a lot going on and lots of people. But Jesus took time to notice Zacchaeus in the tree. He was looking for the lost.

It is easy for me to get busy in everyday life and miss the lost that God puts in my path. I don't necessarily look up into the trees, so to speak, for them. If I were to be honest, sometimes I don't want to see them--it takes time to seek the lost and spend time with them.

But, that is what I am called to do. If it was Jesus' "mission statement" it should be mine--I should be about the business of seeking the lost and pointing them to Jesus, in whom they can find salvation.

So, today, I will look and seek out those who are lost. I will engage them and let them know that Jesus cares enough to have seen them and offer them salvation.

Prayer

Father God, open my eyes today to those you send along my way. I pray that Your mission would become mine--give me a heart for the lost. Give me the words that I need to share the Good News. Thank You for the opportunity to join You in Christ's mission.

Life Journal, January 18, 2011

2011-01-18T06:47:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 18, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 44-46; Luke 18

DOWNSIZE TIME

Scripture

Once a religious leader asked Jesus this question: "Good Teacher, what should I do to inherit eternal life?"

"Why do you call me good?" Jesus asked him. "Only God is truly good. But to answer your question, you know the commandments. 'You must not commit adultery. You must not murder. You must not steal. You must not testify falsely. Honor your father and mother.'"

The man replied, "I've obeyed all these commandments since I was young."

When Jesus heard his answer, he said, "There is still one thing you haven't done. Sell all your possessions and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."

But when the man heard this he became very sad, for he was very rich.

Luke 18.18-23

Observation

To follow Jesus we must be willing to give up anything and everything that stands between us and Him.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

For the rich young man--his wealth stood between him and Jesus. He wasn't willing to "pay the cost" to follow Jesus.

What is Jesus asking me to get rid of in my life so that I can fully follow Him? What is getting in the way?? Is it all the "stuff" I own?? What do I put before Him??

There is freedom in getting rid of the "stuff" that weighs me down. . . so why do I hold on to it?? My hands need to always be open--so I can receive from God and freely let go of everything. It is in letting go of everything that I can truly have everything that matters.

I look around me and see lots of stuff--too much stuff. I need to simplify so I can be free to follow Jesus.

So, today, I will begin the process of letting go to all that holds me back from freely following Jesus.

Prayer

Lord, I know many of the things that hold me back from fully following You--help me to recognize those thing that I "don't see" and that hinder me from following. I want the freedom that comes in letting go. Help me to keep my hands open--not just so I can receive--but so things can pass through me and onto others who have need. Lord, I don't want to be like the rich young man who isn't willing to give up whatever I need to to follow you. I want to do whatever it takes. Thank You, Lord for Your Word for me today.

Life Journal, January 17, 2011

2011-01-17T09:07:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 17, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 42, 43; Psalm 5; Luke 17

NOT JUST CLEANSED--BUT HEALED

Scripture

As Jesus continued on toward Jerusalem, he reached the border between Galilee and Samaria. As he entered a village there, ten lepers stood at a distance, crying out, "Jesus, Master, have mercy on us!"

He looked at them and said, "Go show yourselves to the priests." And as they went, they were cleansed of their leprosy.

One of them, when he saw that he was healed, came back to Jesus, shouting, "Praise God!" He fell to the ground at Jesus' feet, thanking him for what he had done. This man was a Samaritan.

Jesus asked, "Didn't I heal ten men? Where are the other nine? Has no one returned to give glory to God except this foreigner?" And Jesus said to the man, "Stand up and go. Your faith has healed you."

Luke 17.11-19

Observation

A thankful spirit brings healing.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Ten with leprosy--all were cleansed--one was thankful and was healed.

When God answers a prayer do I bother to be thankful . . . or do I feel entitled and therefore see no reason to say thank you?? Or am I just too lazy or too busy to say thank you?? Am I truly thankful??

Unluckily, it becomes easy to get in the habit of not saying thank you. When was the last time I received a thank you note, let alone a verbal thank you, for something I had done? Not that I do it for the thank you . . . it's just nice to know that it was appreciated.

If I feel that way, how must God feel when He does for us and gives to us and the words out of our mouths are ones that say it's not enough--we want more . . . rather than Thank You--Praise You God! God doesn't need our thanks, our thanks/praise to Him are actually for us. We see in the story of the lepers that the one that came back, that returned to give thanks--was healed. So, when we don't give thanks . . . we miss the healing God has for us. It might be a spiritual healing, an emotional healing, a mental healing, or a physical healing. . . .but we miss all that God has for us because we don't stop and recognize what He has done for us.

I don't give God thanks/praise so I can get more from Him, but I do it because I can't help myself--I have to do it. And in that surrender, I find healing.

Prayer

Thank You God for today's lesson. Thank You for all You do for me. Thank You for opening my eyes to Your truth and the importance of thanking You and praising You. To You and You alone belongs all praise! May I give thanks in ALL things. Change me Lord!

Life Journal, January 16, 2011

2011-01-16T07:00:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 16, 2011
Today's reading: Genesis 39-41; Luke 16

SUCCESS

Scripture

The Lord was with Joseph, so he succeeded in everything he did as he served in the home of his Egyptian master.

Genesis 39.2

Potiphar was furious when he heard his wife's story about how Joseph had treated her. So he took Joseph and threw him into the prison where the king's prisoners were held, and there he remained. But the Lord was with Joseph in the prison and showed him his faithful love. And the Lord made Joseph a favorite with the prison warden. . . . The Lord was with him and caused everything he did to succeed.

Genesis 39.19-21, 23b

Observation

No matter what the circumstances, no matter how things look, God is with us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

As I read Joseph's story I wonder what makes Joseph different. No matter what his circumstances, God shows him favor and blesses all that he does--whether he is sold as a slave or in prison, we are told that the "Lord was with him and showed him his faithful love."

We aren't told what makes Joseph different, but what maybe we aren't told is what makes him different. There is no where that it tells us that Joseph blamed God, or got angry at God, or didn't continue to worship God during what we would consider as trials.

I think Joseph must have had a really great attitude during all this . . . and that is why he was able to see and receive God's special blessings.

Could they be there for us too and we just miss them because we are so busy feeling sorry for ourselves? Do we miss God's presence, love and blessings because we are too busy asking why and not holding on to the truths that we know--that He is faithful, that His love never fails, that He never leaves us??

What Joseph-like opportunities have I missed because I was too busy whining and feeling sorry for myself? I hate to think of all of them.

Today, I will begin focusing more and more on God and less and less on my circumstances and what appears to be going on around me. Today I will look for God's blessings, not what could have been or might have been.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for the lesson today. Please forgive me for all that I have wasted because I was too busy feeling sorry for myself or whining. May I look for You in every circumstance and see You at work. Thank You that You never leave me and that You pour out Your unfailing love on me all the time. Change me today, O Lord!!

Life Journal, January 15, 2011

2011-01-15T11:21:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 15, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 37, 38; Psalm 7; Luke 15

HANGING OUT

Scripture

Tax collectors and other notorious sinners often came to listen to Jesus teach. This made the Pharisees and teachers of religious law complain that he was associating with such sinful people--even eating with them!

Luke 15.1, 2

Observation

Jesus spent time with the people who needed--and wanted--the Truth.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I remember a time when people complained that I spent too much time with "those people." They were referring to men from the work center and people who attended a recovery program. They wanted me to focus on them and their needs--not the needs of the "sinners."

I needed this reminder today that I am here to reach people for Jesus. It is easy to forget as I get caught up in everyday life. It's not about what is clean, easy or comfortable . . . but reaching out and LOVING others. It's about being a light for Jesus, all the time. It's about having words that build-up not tear-down--it's about pointing people . . . taking them by the hand and leading them . . . to Jesus. It doesn't matter what other's say or think.

As I look for a church home, I find that I am looking for a church that is more concerned about reaching the lost then about a building or making the comfortable more comfortable.

So, today, I will not look for an "easy" church to attend, or an "easy and comfortable" path to follow--I will allow the Holy Spirit to work in my life and grow me into being more uncomfortable.

Prayer

Father God, work in me, change me, grow me, make me uncomfortable. Help me to have Your heart for the lost. Help me to be bold to share Your Good News! Help me to see others through Your eyes and not judge. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit and use me!! Lord, I want to impact the world for You!!

Life Journal, January 14, 2011

2011-01-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 14, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 34-36; Luke 14

STILL ABOUT ME

Scripture

Then he [Jesus] turned to his host. "when you put on a luncheon or a banquet," he said, "don't invite your friends, brothers, relatives, and rich neighbors. For they will invite you back, and that will be your only reward. Instead, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, and the blind. Then at the resurrection of the righteous, Bod will reward you for inviting those who could not repay you."

Luke 14.12-14

Observation

It's not about doing what makes us comfortable--it is about doing what is right, what God would have us do.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Inviting those I know to join me is what I am comfortable with. It is not comfortable inviting people who are not like me and I don't know.

The message to me today is two-fold--why are those close to me (those I have as friends, etc.) only people I am comfortable with? I limit my world when I choose to only make friends and associate with those who are like me and really require nothing of me. When I have moved outside my comfort zone, I have been blessed. But, I still hesitate and avoid doing it whenever possible.

My circle needs more diversity. I need to watch for who God puts into my path . . . and who God would have me leave my path for. I am too comfortable. There is so much that I miss--so many opportunities that I miss, just so I can be comfortable. Jesus doesn't call me to comfort--and yet at some level--it is always the question that I ask myself first . . . .will this make me uncomfortable?

Later in the same chapter, Jesus says: "If you want to be my disciple, you must hate everyone else by comparison--your father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters--yes even your own life. Otherwise, you cannot be my disciple. And if you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple." [Luke 14.25-27] Those aren't words of comfort--they are words that make me uncomfortable and look outside of myself.

This change is going to take time and intention. But, that isn't an excuse to not make it. I must open myself up by denying myself.

Prayer

Lord God, this isn't an easy one today. It really takes me into some new areas of commitment and being a disciple. I know I can't do it on my own--fill me with your Holy Spirit so I can be more and more the person You want me to be. Let me love You more than anyone . . . or anything else. Let me put others first--and not just those I am comfortable with. Keep me on track, Lord--on the right path. Thank You!

Life Journal, January 13, 2011

2011-01-13T06:50:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 13, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 31-33; Luke 13

ONE MORE CHANCE

Scripture

Then Jesus told this story: "A man planted a fig tree in his garden and came again and again to see if there was any fruit on it, but he was always disappointed. Finally, he said to his gardener, 'I've waited three years, and there hasn't been a single fig! Cut it down. It's just taking up space in the garden.'

"The gardener answered, 'Sir, give it one more chance. Leave it another year, and I'll give it special attention and plenty of fertilizer. If we get figs next year, fine. If not, then you can cut it down.'"

Luke 13.6-9

Observation

God doesn't give up on us and offers us another chance.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How often have I given up on someone else because I haven't seen change/progress when I thought I should?? It is an easy thing to do.

How often have others given up on me thinking they should have seen certain changes or progress?? I even give up on myself sometimes--disappointed that I haven't changed enough or do enough.

These verses remind me to not give up on others . . . or myself. To continue to "feed" myself and others with those things that are life-giving and pay special attention and watch for results. There is also a sense of expectation in these verses . . . to expectation to see fruit.

So today, I will be a gardener in the life of others and in my own. I will create an atmosphere that encourages health and growth . . . and life.

Prayer

Father God, when I look at others today may I see the potential and pour myself into their lives--helping them to produce fruit. Thank You, Lord, that You don't give up on me when You don't see immediate results. May I grow and produce fruit and bring You honor and glory!!

Life Journal, January 12, 2011

2011-01-12T07:03:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 12, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 29, 30; Luke 12

MONEY AND POSSESSIONS

Scripture

Jesus speaking:

Life is not measured by how much you own. Luke 12.15b

Yes, a person is a fool to store up earthly wealth but not have a rich relationship with God. Luke 12.21

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and he will give you everything you need. Luke 12.31

Sell your possessions and give to those in need. This will store up treasure for you in heaven! And the purses of heaven never get old or develop holes. Your treasure will be safe; no thief can steal it and no moth can destroy it. Wherever your treasure is, there the desires of your heart will also be. Luke 12.33, 34

When someone has been given much, much will be required in return; and when someone has been entrusted with much, even more will be required. Luke 12.48b

Observation

We either worship money/things . . . or we worship God. One will be more important than the other to us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I am responsible for what I do with what God gives me. The world tells me I need more and more "stuff." The more stuff I have shows just how successful I am. And it seems that the more I have the more I want.

Jesus tells me to get rid of it all--all the stuff that weighs me down and pulls me away from Him. He wants to be my treasure. I can lose all of my "stuff" in an instant . . .

It's funny, with the down-turn in the economy, people cling more and more to what they have, so afraid that they will lose what they have. They don't give as freely--they hold on to it tightly.

When God gives to me, I have my hands open. Then I quickly close them so I can hold on to it--so I don't lose it. Instead, maybe I am called to leave my hands open--so I can freely share with others.

I'm rambling. . . . there is so much more to life than what I own. I can't take it with me. Money should not control my life--God should control my life and therefore my money. I don't need more stuff for myself, I need to do more for others.

I am rich compared to so many--God commands me to share my wealth with others.

Today, I will keep my hands open as God gives to me. I will begin simplifying my life by getting rid of things. I will remember that my life is not measured by the things I have--but by the love I share. I will begin to treasure what God treasures--others.

Prayer

Lord, my thoughts are full today from Your Word. The world teaches the opposite of what You tell us. Help me to listen only to You and not to the world. Help me to block out the world's message about money and possessions. Those things don't bring life--only You do. Make me a wise steward of what You give me. Help me to be generous with all that I have. May my hands be found to be open so I can share with others--not clenched tightly clinging to what you give me. Change me, O God.

Life Journal, January 11, 2011

2011-01-11T07:01:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 11, 2011 (1-11-11)

Today's readings: Genesis 27, 28; Psalm 4; Luke 11

SHINING BRIGHTLY

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "No one lights a lamp and then hides it or puts in under a basket. Instead a lamp is placed on a stand, where its light can be seen by all who enter the house.

"Your eye is a lamp that provides light for your body. When your eye is good, your whole body is filled with light. But when it is bad, your body is filled with darkness. Make sure that the light you think you have is not actually darkness. If you are filled with light, with no dark corners, then your whole life will be radiant, as though a floodlight were filling you with light."

Luke 11.33-36

Observation

What is on the inside comes through to the outside--you can't hide it.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

What is in my heart shows on the outside through my words, my actions and my countenance. So what do people see and experience with me??

I want to radiate God's light--I want my life to be blinding because of the light coming from me. I have a lot of work to do. Today, I will be intentional about being a light in my attitude, in my words, and in my actions . . . in ALL that I do.

And then I will do it tomorrow . . . and then the next day . . . until I am changed.

Prayer

Lord, I read my words above and have to laugh at myself. I know that I cannot do any of it on my own--only with the help of the Holy Spirit can any light be seen in me. It is not because of what I do, or what I say, or my attitude, or the look on my face--none of that "proves" that I have Jesus in my heart if I do it under my own strength. It can only begin to happen when I completely turn my life over to You and allow You to come and fill me . . . taking over all of me and my life. So, come Holy Spirit. Come and fill me with Your light and love so that I might shine brightly for You!! Make me aware of my words and actions--making them Yours and not mine!

Life Journal, January 10, 2011

2011-01-10T07:52:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 10, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 27, 28; Psalm 6; Luke 10

COMPASSION FOR MY NEIGHBOR

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "A Jewish man was traveling on a trip from Jerusalem to Jericho, and he was attacked by bandits. They stripped him of his clothes, beat him up, and left him half dead beside the road.

"By chance a priest came along. But when he saw the man lying there, he crossed to the other side of the road and passed him by. A Temple assistant walked over and looked at him lying there, but he also passed by on the other side.

"Then a despised Samaritan came along and when he saw the man, he felt compassion for him. Going over to him, the Samaritan soothed his wounds with olive oil and wine and bandaged them. Then he put the man on his own donkey and took him to an inn, where he took care of him. The next day he handed the innkeeper two silver coins, telling him, 'Take care of this man. If his bill runs higher than this, I'll pay you the next time I'm here.'

"Now which of these three would you say was a neighbor to the man who was attacked by bandits?"

Luke 10.30-36

Observation

Compassion = Action

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

One of my favorite's--I've written on it before. But, today God has me wrestling with the responses of the "religious" (the priest and temple assistant) and the "non-religious" (the "despised Samaritan).

How often do I see someone--anyone--who needs help or assistance and pass by. I have all the good excuses--"I'm not really helping them by giving them money." "They really don't want help or they would use those 'programs' that already in place." etc., etc.

In this story that Jesus tells, I don't see anywhere where he tells us to judge the person who we need to help--but to have compassion and help. And, it is more than just giving money--it is taking an interest in the person and investing in them. He doesn't say anywhere that there is a list of criteria that a person must pass before we help them. He just says to do it.

It is so easy to judge someone and use that for an excuse not to help. That is not what we are called to do. The closing words from Jesus in that story are: "Yes and go and do the same." [Luke 10.37b]

I need to see ALL people through the eyes of Christ, allow Him to work in my heart, and have compassion on them. Then reach out--put myself out--and help. It is what I am commanded to do . . . and what has been done for me!

Prayer

Father God, it so easy for me to see others and judge whether they are worthy of my help or not. Forgive me for all the times I have not reached out in your name and had compassion on someone. Lord, help me to invest myself in the lives of others--just as others have so generously invested in my life. Let me not judge--let me love unconditionally. Change me, O Lord.

Life Journal, January 9, 2011

2011-01-09T06:30:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 9, 2011
Today's readings: Genesis 23, 24; Luke 9

IT'S NOT ABOUT ME

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "If any of you wants to be my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways, take up your cross daily, and follow me. If you try to hang on to your life, you will lose it. But if you give up your life for my sake, you will save it. And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but are yourself lost or destroyed?"

Luke 9.23-26

Observation

Following Jesus requires us to put Him first in ALL areas of our lives--we can no longer be inward focused--we must be Christ focused. We must die to ourselves and become alive . . . giving ourselves fully to Him.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How many times have I read these words and agreed with them . . . but have not changed. I am willing to give Jesus some areas of my life--those that really don't require much from me/of me.

Jesus calls us to die daily to ourselves so we can fully live daily for Him.

In my Oswald Chambers reading yesterday, it said: "This event [Genesis 22.9] is a picture of the mistake we make in thinking that the ultimate God wants of us is the sacrifice of death. What God wants is the sacrifice through death which enables us to do what Jesus did, that is sacrifice our lives. Not--'Lord, I am ready to go with You . . . to death' (Luke 22.33). But--'I am willing to be identified with Your death so that I may sacrifice my life to God.'"

This is what it means to give up our life--not to die for His sake--but to live for His sake.

So today, I will be intentional about living my life for Christ. I will continue to give my life over to Him so that I might be a living sacrifice. That will mean saying "NO!" to myself and "YES!!!" to Jesus in everything. Lord help me!!

Prayer

Father God, it sounds so easy--saying yes to you and no to myself. But, I fail at it daily. I am self-centered and self-focused--not God-centered and God-focused. Help me to change today. Help me to see what is important to You--may I be a living sacrifice today!!

Life Journal, January 8, 2011

2011-01-08T12:15:00.000-08:00

Today's Readings: Genesis 20-22; Luke 8

CHANGING MY SOIL

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "This is the meaning of the parable: The seed is God's word. The seeds that fell on the foot-path represent those who hear the message, only to have the devil come and take it away from their hearts and prevent them from believing and being saved. The seeds on the rocky soil represent those who hear the message and receive it with joy. But since they don't have deep roots, they believe for a while, then they fall away when they face temptation. The seeds that fell among the thorns represent those who hear the message, but all too quickly the message is crowded out by the cares and riches and pleasures of this life. And so they never grow into maturity. And the seeds that fell on the good soil represent honest, good-hearted people who hear God's word, cling to it and patiently produce a huge harvest."

Luke 8.11-15

Observation

The seed doesn't change--it is the soil that makes the difference.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How many times have I read this and not been honest with what kind of soil I am?? Wow. I have so easily gone to being the good soil--that's me . . . really?!?!

If I am to be honest with myself, there are times that my soil has been rocky. Those times that I give up on God because my roots are not deep enough. I have not planted His Word deeply enough in my heart so that I hold on to His Truth no matter how things may appear. Instead, I move away when life gets difficult.

There are too many other times that my soil is thorny--and I allow God to be crowded out by life--I don't have time for Him. My quiet time gets pushed aside for other things--even ministry opportunities. I allow any and everything to crowd out God. I still know all the right words, but I am not growing in maturity. I remain satisfied with just enough Jesus to get me by . . . and to look good. Ouch.

I need to be intentional if I am going to have the kind of soil that is "good soil." The kind that takes God's Word and allows it to change me and grow me. But, I have to do my part--I have to continually be preparing the soil and working it and watering it so that there is something worth harvesting.

So today, I will begin being more intentional about paying attention to the soil of my life. I will work to make it good soil so God can plant His Word in me and it will create a harvest that glorifies God.

Prayer

Thank You God for Your Word!! Thank You for loving me too much to leave me the same. Thank You for opening my eyes to the truth. Forgive me for believing the enemies lies too often. Help me to not allow my soil to become rocky or throny--but keep it good so Your Word can be planted in my life and grow deeply into my heart. Thank You for Your amazing love for me.

2011-01-07T07:53:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 7, 2011
Genesis 18, 19; Psalm 3; Luke 7

LAUGHING AT GOD

Scripture

Then one of them said, "I will return to you about this time next year, and your wife, Sarah will have a son!"

Sarah was listening to this conversation from the tent. Abraham and Sarah were both very old by this time, and Sarah was long past the age of having children. So she laughed silently to herself and said, "How could a worn-out woman like me enjoy such pleasure, especailly when my master--my husband--is also so old?"

Then the Lord said to Abraham, "Why did Sarah laugh? Why did she say, 'Can an old woman like me have a baby?' Is anything too hard for the Lord? I will return about this time next year and Sarah will have a son."

Sarah was afraid, so she denied it, saying, "I didn't laugh."

But the Lord said, "No, you did laugh."

Genesis 18.10-15

Observation

God can do anything He wants to do--circumstances don't stop Him.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

How many times have I laughed at God because of something impossible He has said He is going to do? God speaks into my life--I don't see it happen immediately (afterall, it should be on my time table)--so I don't believe it is going to happen. Later, he reminds me of what He has said--and I think, "yeah, sure" believing it is too late--I laugh at God.

God had previously promised Abraham and Sarah that they would have a son. It didn't happen right then, so they both just let it go. So, when God says, 'okay, it's time now,' Sarah laughs because they are both too old to have children. But God replies, 'Is anything too hard for the Lord?'

How often have I laughed at God--not trusting that He is going to do what He has said He would--in part because He didn't do it immediately. How many blessings have I missed because I gave up too soon . . . not willing to wait for God's perfect timing?

It is all about trusting God . . . do I trust that He will do what He says?? (Even when it doesn't look like I think it should or He doesn't do it in my timing)

Proverbs 3.5-6 has to be foundational in my life. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take."

May this verse become so much a part of me that it reflected in how I live all of my life.

Prayer

Father God, forgive me for not trusting You as I should. May I be found trusting--not laughing/not believing--in Your promises to me. Help me to live my life with Proverbs 3.5-6 being what guides me.

2011-01-06T14:34:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 6, 2011
Genesis 15-17; Luke 6

TIME FOR A CHANGE

Scripture

But to you who are willing to listen, I say, love your enemies! Do good to those who hate you. Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you.

Luke 6.27-28

Observation

We are to do the opposite of our human nature and what the world does.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I have not lived this way for some time and it has had a huge impact on my life--spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically. I have allowed my hurt to consume me. I have to let it go and replace it with God's all-consuming perfect love. "What you say flows from what is in your heart." (Luke 6.45b) I have to intentionally change my thinking and my words--then my heart will change and it can finally heal.

Prayer

Lord, forgive me for not loving as you would have me love. Forgive me for not doing good to those who have hurt me. Forgive me for not praying for and being a blessing in the life of those who have hurt me. Help me to release the hurt and pain. Change my heart and change me so I can reflect you in all I do.

2011-01-06T14:27:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 5, 2011
Genesis 12-14; Luke 5

DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES

Scripture

Some men came carrying a paralyzed man on a sleeping mat. They tried to take him inside to Jesus, but they couldn't reach him because of the crowd. So they went up to the roof and took of some tiles. Then they lowered the sick man on his mat down into the crowd, right in front of Jesus.

Luke 5.18-19

Observation

The paralyzed man's friends were willing to do whatever it took to get him to Jesus.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Am I willing to do whatever it takes to get someone in front of Jesus? Am I bold enough to remove all obstacles that stand in their way? Are the lost important enough to me that I will "go the extra mile" to introduce them to Jesus?

Prayer

Lord God, I want to be a roof crasher for You! Help me be bold enough--strong enough in my faith--that I am willing to do whatever it takes to get people to You.

2011-01-06T14:10:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 4, 2011
Genesis 9-11; Luke 4

EVEN THE DEVIL KNOWS SCRIPTURE

Scripture

Then the devil took him [Jesus] to Jerusalem, to the highest point of the Temple, and said, "If you are the Son of God, jump off! For the Scriptures say, "He will order his angels to protect and guard you. And they will hold you up with their hands so you won't even hurt your foot on a stone."

Luke 4.9-11

Observation

The enemy knows and uses Cripture to try and give his words validity.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?")

It is important that we know Scripture so we cannot be confused or led astray by partial truths. I see how Scripture is distorted and manipulated by so many--and people are not familiar enough with the Truth to be able to correct or counter the lies. This has become even more real to me since I moved to Orem and am in a city that is 85% Mormon. If you do not know the Truth and are not in the Word every day it can be easy to be taken in by the miss-use of Scripture. I must be in God's Word every day and hide His Word in my heart so I can stand firm on the truth.

Prayer

Lord, please help me to hide your Word in my heart. Let me be able to discern Your truth from partial truths. Give me a hunger for Your Word. And, please give me a boldness when I need to counter the enemies lies with Your perfect Truth.

2011-01-06T13:56:00.000-08:00

[I haven't written for some time--but I am back to doing the Life Journal once again as part of my daily quiet time. So, back to blogging.]

Life Journal, January 3, 2011
Genesis 6-8, Luke 3

A BROKEN HEART

FOR A SIN-FILLED WORLD

Scripture

The Lord observed the extent of human wickedness on the earth, and he saw that everything they thought or imagined was consistently and totally evil. So the Lord was sorry he had ever made them and put them on earth. It broke His heart.

Genesis 6.5-6

Observation

Sin always breaks God's heart.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Two-fold today--first, I must examine my own heart, allowing God to shine His light on all darkness in it. Then I must surrender those areas to Him so I can be cleansed. What sin in my life is breaking God's heart?

Secondly, those things that break God's heart should also break mine--and in doing so, should call me to action in Christ's name. For to sit by and do nothing is sin.

Prayer

Lord, 'purify me from my sins, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.' [Ps 51.7] Let my heart not only be broken by those things that break your heart, use me to be an agent of change in Your name.

2010-06-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

The Good Samaritan, Revisited

A different blog than I normally write. This one is me processing the sermon I heard last night. It was at The Crossing (http://www.wcrossing.org/) and the sermon was given by Steve Gillen from Willowcreek. (The sermon will be posted at The Crossings website sometime this week.) It was on a text that I have used and most of us are very familiar with--Luke 10.25-37--the story of The Good Samaritan.

So, if you remember the story, a Jewish man was traveling on a trip from Jerusalem to Jericho and was attacked. He was beaten and robbed--they even took his clothes. [This was a very dangerous road and was known as not a safe way to go.]

The man is laying there, in the road, dying. Along come a priest and a Levite. [Their job was to ake care of people.] They see the man and they cross to the other side of the road and walk on by. They limited who they loved and they limited how much they loved--and even though this was one of their own, a Jewish man--they chose to not help.

Okay, then along comes the Samaritan. The Scripture even goes so far as to say, "a despised Samaritan," comes along. We are told "he felt compassion for him." So he gets off his donkey and begins taking care of the man.

Remember earlier, I said that this was a dangerous road--the bandits (or some other bandits) could be waiting to pounce on someone else. The Samaritan couldn't be blamed if he had just put the man on the donkey and taken him somewhere safe to take care of him. But, he didn't. He began taking care of the man right there . . . he "soothes his wounds with olive oil and wine and bandaged them."

"Then he put the man on his own donkey and took him to an inn where he took care of him." AND then when he leaves, "he handed the innkeeper two silver coins telling him, 'Take care of this man. If his bill runs higher than this, I'll pay you the next time I'm here.'" This would be like us giving the innkeeper our credit card and saying--whatever he needs, just charge it to me.

The Samaritan risked everything to help his enemy--not a friend--HIS ENEMY.

The Jewish man traveled down a very dangerous road, so it could be said that he had some degree of responsibility. No, he didn't ask to be robbed and beaten, but he could have taken a different road. But Jesus tells us here that it doesn't matter, if a person is responsible for their circumstances or not --we are to love and care for them anyway. (Amazing how we use 'being good stewards' as an excuse to not help others.)

So, in spite of someones bad choices, wrong turns, or their responsibility in a matter--none of that matters--we are to love and care for them with open arms and open hands. We are not to judge or decide how much help/love/care they deserve--we are just to do it.

Okay, here is the part that really kicked me in the butt . . . Steve said WE should identify with the Jewish man in the road. (I liked it better when I was told to identify with the Good Samaritan.) He received an act of free grace from someone who didn't owe him anything. Jesus is the Good Samaritan, the one who loves unconditionally, who has compassion on us, who doesn't pass by on the other side, but takes time to stop and care for us . . . He saves us. And it is only when we have experienced this kind of radical love can we be changed enough to love others radically. Otherwise, we are like the priest and Levite, measuring out how much love and grace someone deserves.

Jesus doesn't point a finger at us and say, "well, you got yourself into this mess--if you would have taken a different road--made better choices--this would have never happened." Instead, He sees the mess we are in and has compassion for us. He sees we are unable to help ourselves. He sees that we are dying. Yet, He stops and loves us and bandages us up and takes care of us. Even when we don't want Him to--even when we see Him as "a despised Samaritan:--the person we would least expect . . . or want . . . help from.

This is just some of the parts that hit me. Go listen to the sermon when you have some time. Allow yourself to be loved radically by Jesus, our Good Samaritan, so you can love others radically.

2010-04-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

April 21, 2010
Today's readings: Joshua 22.23-23.16; Luke 20.27-47; Psalm 89.14-37; Proverbs 13.17-19

I Will Not Forget

Scripture

The years passed, and the Lord had given the people of Israel rest from all their enemies. Joshua, who was now very old, called together all the elders, leaders, judges, and officers of Israel.He said to them, "I am now a very old man. You have seen everything the Lord your God has done for you during my lifetime. The Lord your God has fought for you against your enemies."

Joshua 23.1-3 (emphasis mine)

Observation

The Lord God was faithful to do what He said He would do for the people of Israel.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

It is easy to get caught in today, with it's problems, disappointments, and struggles. I forget to look at the bigger picture and remember all that He has done for me already. Instead I stay focused on today.

God has been faithful and his love everlasting--He has promised this. Just because it might not look like I want it to, doesn't mean that God has turned His back. I cannot allow the enemy to reign in my mind with his lies. I hold on to the truths that I know.

So, today, I will remember God's faithfulness. Today I will remember His love for me. Today I will join with the Psalmist in singing:

Happy are those who hear the

joyful call to worship,

for they will walk in the

light of your presence, Lord.

Psalm 89.15

Prayer

Father, how easily I get off-track when I focus on the situation around me rather than focus on You. Forgive me for the whining. Forgive me for doubting. Lord, as Joshua challenged the leaders of Israel--may I be challenged to--"Cling tightly to the Lord your God as you have done until now" and to "be very careful to love the Lord my God." You alone are my strength and my salvation, Lord. Today, Lord, help me to remember who I am in You--Your beloved child. Thank You for loving me.

2010-04-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

April 7, 2010
Today's readings: Deuteronomy 31.1-32.27; Luke 12.8-34; Psalm 78.32-55; Proverbs 12.21-23

God's Word For My Day

Scripture

Be strong and courageous! . . . Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will be with you; he will neither fail you nor abandon you.

Deuteronomy 31.7, 8

Then turning to his disciples, Jesus said, "That is why I tell you not to worry about everyday life--whether you have enough food to eat or enough clothes to wear. For life is more than food, and your body more than clothing. . . Can all your worries add a single moment to your life? And if worry can't accomplish a little thing like that, what's the use of worrying over bigger things?

"Look at the lilies and how they grow. They don't work or make their clothing, yet Solomon in all his glory was not dressed as beautifully as they are. And if God cares so wonderfully for flowers that are here today and thrown into the fire tomorrow, he will certainly care for you. Why do you have so little faith?

"And don't be concerned about what to eat and what to drink. Don't worry about such things. These things cominate the thoughts of unbelievers all over the world, but your Father already knows your needs. Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and he will give you everything you need.

"So don't be afraid, little flock. For it gives your Father great happiness to give you the Kingdom."

Luke 12.22-23, 25-26, 29-32

Observation

We are to be strong and courageous and without worries if we have faith and trust in God.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I read these words and have a mixed response--first of all, they encourage me and remind me who truly is in control. But . . . . then I realize how weak and lacking my faith and trust in God really are. I hear God's promises and am strengthened by them . . . and yet find myself wringing my hands, wondering how much longer I can make it without a job.

And yet . . . I can look around me and see God's abundant supply for my every need. He has given me a great place to stay. Good friends who love me and encourage me and support me and demonstrate His great love and care for me in all that they do. I am invited to "be still" for a season and allow God to refill me, refresh me, renew me, and heal me.

I am finding that it takes strength and courage to "be still"--actually maybe more than to be busy. And in the stillness God meets me and tells me, "Do not be afraid or discouraged, for I am personally going ahead of you. I am with you; I will neither fail you nor abandon you." [paraphrased] In the stillness He is providing for me--meeting my every physical need.

So, today I will not wrestle, I will not worry--I will rest in His promises. I will be strong and courageous--not with my own strength, but with His. Today, I will not worry--for God, my God, is in control. I am blessed beyond measure. Today I will count my many blessings. Today the healing can begin.

Prayer

Thank You, Father God, for Your Word for me today. You know just what I need and then provide it. You knew that today I would be able to hear it, so You gave it to me today. Thank You. Thank You for providing so generously for me. I pray that You will bless all my friends You have used to be a blessing to me. Lord, You know that being still and waiting are not things I am very good at, help me to trust and rest in You as I grow in these areas. Help me to not get ahead of You. Thank You for loving me so much.

2010-04-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

April 6, 2010
Today's reading: Deuteronomy 29.1-30.20; Luke 11.37-12.7; Psalm 78.1-31; Proverbs 12.19-20

A Message for Today

Scripture

And all the surrounding nations will ask, "Why has the Lord done this to this land? Why was he so angry?"

And the answer will be, "This happened because the people of the land abandoned the covenant that the Lord, the God of their ancestors, made with them when he brought them out of the land of Egypt. Instead, they turned away to serve and worship gods they had not known before, gods that were not from the Lord."

Deuteronomy 29.24-26

Observation

There are consequences when we turn away from God--whether it is individually or as a nation.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

The Scripture today underscores the reason why our country is in the shape it is in. We have turned away from God. We think we can do it on our own--that we don't need Him. We worship and serve other gods.

What are the personal implications to the reading today? What other gods do I serve and worship--what gets in the way of my service and worship of my God??

The Good News is found beginning in Deuteronomy 30.1: In the future, when you experience all these blessings and curses I have listed for you, and when you are living among the nations to which the Lord your God has exiled you, take to heart all these instructions. If at that time you and your children return to the Lord your God, and if you obey with all your heart and all your soul all the commands I have given you today, then the Lord your God will restore your fortunes. He will have mercy on you and gather you back from all the nations where he has scattered you." (emphasis mine)

Today may I turn my heart toward home--toward God. May I love Him, and Him alone, with all my heart, all my strength, all my mind, all my soul--and love my neighbor as myself.

Prayer

Father God, forgive me for turning away from you. May my service and worship be to You and You alone. Help me to see others through Your eyes and give me Your love for others. And, Lord, may our nation return to You. We have moved so far away. May I do my part to point us back in the right direction.

2010-01-19T09:47:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 19, 2010
Today's readings: Genesis 47-48; Psalms 10; Luke 19

Jesus' Mission

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "For the Son of Man came to seek and save those who are lost."

Luke 19.10

Observation

Jesus had a clear mission--to seek and save the lost.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

The story of Zacchaeus is one of my favorite Bible stories. Once again, we see Jesus hanging with a "notorious sinner." Not the first time He did it (Luke 5.27-32). . . and I am sure it wasn't the last. And, "the people were displeased." They wanted Him to hang out with the good "religious" folk--not "scum" and "notorious sinners."

But what does Jesus say, "For the Son of Man came to seek and save those who are lost." Jesus tells them that He has come to "seek and save the lost." He knows His mission here.

So often people say they want to know what their mission is--what they are called to do. If Jesus' mission was to "seek and save the lost," shouldn't ours be to "seek and point folks to Jesus--who has the power to save them?"

If we love God with all our heart, all our soul and all our mind . . . and our neighbor as ourself (Matthew 22.37-40) then the mission of Christ follows--to seek and save the lost. Because if we love our neighbor, we will want them to find salvation through Jesus. We, like Jesus, will not anyone to perish (2 Peter 3.9).

So, how will this impact my life today . . . it makes me examine my own life and ask: who am I hanging with? Is Jesus' mission mine? Do I actively seek out the lost and love them and point them to Jesus? There is definitely room for improvement in my life.

Funny, one of the things that gets me in trouble at church is the fact that I love the lost and have a heart for reaching them. Hmmmm. . . .I'd say I'm in pretty good company if that is how people see me. May I always be seen as someone who loves the lost, seeks them out, and points them to Jesus.

Prayer

Father God, I want to be more and more like Jesus. Give me a heart after Your heart--one that loves the lost. Give me the opportunity to seek them out. And, may I boldly point them to You!

2010-01-07T08:28:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 7, 2010
Today's readings: Genesis 18-19; Psalms 3; Luke 7

Inappropriate Laughing

Scripture

"Where is Sarah, your wife?" the visitors asked.

"She's inside the tent," Abraham replied.

Then one of them said, "I will return to you about this time next year, and your wife, Sarah, will have a son!"

Then the Lord said to Abraham, "Why did Sarah laugh? Why did she say, 'Can an old woman like me have a baby?' Is anything too hard for the Lord? I will return about this time next year, and Sarah will have a son."

Sarah was afraid, so she denied it, saying, "I didn't laugh."

But the Lord said, "No, you did laugh."

Genesis 18.9-15

Observation

Sarah didn't believe what the Lord was promising would happen.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Right now, I find that I am a lot more like Sarah than I would like to admit. I find that I am doubting and to cover it--laughing inappropriately. (That's what I do when I am uncomfortable--the nervous laugh thing.)

I want to believe--but it just seems impossible.

I've believed before . . . and it didn't happen (at least not my way and in my time).

So now, I'm laughing--not really the appropriate time for a laugh, but I don't know what else to do. Deep down inside I'm hoping, but at the same time I am afraid to believe.

So, what does that mean for today? Honestly, I'm not sure. I know what it should mean--but . . . . .

What I can hold on to is that even though Sarah laughed--He still did what He promised. That I will hold on to.

Prayer

Lord, You know I'm struggling right now. Forgive me and help my unbelief. I'm afraid to trust--even though I know that I can trust You and You alone. Thank You for Your patience with me. I'm trying, I really am. Please help me . . .

2010-01-04T08:42:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 4, 2010
Today's readings: Genesis 9-11; Luke 4

Truth Doesn't Always Make People Happy

Scripture

He [Jesus] taught regularly in their synagogues and was praised by everyone. . . . Everyone spoke well of him [Jesus] and was amazed by the gracious words that came from his lips. . . . When they heard this, the people in the synagogue were furious. Jumping up, they mobbed him [Jesus] and forced him to the edge of the hill on which the town was built. They intended to push him over the cliff.

Luke 4.15, 22, 28-29

Observation

Everyone liked Jesus' teaching/preaching . . . until it got upclose and personal.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Speaking the truth got Jesus in trouble. Speaking the truth gets me in trouble, sometimes. How do I react when I hear the truth? It is easy to shake my head at others who stiffen their backs and allow hardened hearts to the truth. But, how do I react to it?

Most of us don't like the truth if it hits too close to home and we see the error of our ways. It's hard to admit that we are wrong--no matter how much better the truth might be. We would rather be right--even more so when we are wrong.

I work very hard at telling the truth, even when it is the hard thing to do. I want to be known as a "truth teller." But, can I stand to hear it?

God has often spoken to me when I am sharing the truth with another. He uses that opportunity to say--you need to hear this too. I try to brush it aside, but can't.

I can be just as guilty as everyone else when it comes to not really wanting to hear the truth. I like to think I have gotten better . . . but I still have room to listen--and grow.

So today, rather than get defensive or angry or put-off by the truth, I will listen and ask God to reveal to me the truth that He wants me to hear in the message.

Prayer

Amazing, loving God, help me to hear the truth--Your truth. Help me to use it to grow and become more and more the person who want me to be . . . and have created me to be. And, Lord, as I speak the truth, may it only be Your truth that I speak.

2010-01-03T08:23:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, January 3, 2010
Today's readings: Genesis 6-8; Luke 3

Does It Show?

Scripture

Prove by the way you live that you have repented of your sins and turned to God.

Luke 3.8a

Observation

My life should show evidence that I have given it to God.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I would like to think that my life always shines brightly with the light of God. But honestly, I know it doesn't. And it doesn't take a whole lot of looking to see where I fall painfully short. How can I be a witness, a light, for God if my life doesn't reflect Him in all things? Instead of allowing Him to change me and make me into the person He wants, I find a hundred reasons not to--all really good excuses . . . at least at the moment they seem good.

Repenting of my sins and turning to God is not a one time event . . . but a daily [and sometimes hourly] one. I have to be intentional about it, or I easily slip into old habits and sins--without even thinking about it.

So may I think before I speak and act, may I look with love (God's love) at others--not judgment, may I look into my own heart and life and intentionally move away from my sin, may I trust God fully and follow Him--and Him alone--every day.

Prayer

Father God, I slip so easily into my old ways. Forgive me. I repent from the sin in my life that keeps me from reflecting You in my life. May I live my life in a way that demonstrates that You are my Lord and Savior. Forgive my doubting. You alone are faithful and true. Forgive me for taking my eyes off of You. I cannot walk with You if I'm not looking and following Your path. Thank You that You never give up on me!

2009-11-23T10:01:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 23, 2009
Today's readings: Matthew 14-16

A Thank-filled Life

Scripture

Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.

1 Thessalonians 5.16-18

Observation

No matter what is going on in our life, we are to be thankful.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Okay, this is not in the reading for today--but it is what God is working on in me and, it is Thanksgiving week, afterall.

I don't know exactly when it happened, but God pointed out to me recently that I have not had a thankful heart. I haven't been thankful for the good stuff, let alone anything else. And it has shown. My heart has been heavy for some time. My joy hasn't been there. I've been whining. And I think it stems from my lack of thankfulness.

If I choose to live a thankful life--it changes me--from the inside out. I look for reasons to be thankful--not just the obvious ones . . . the air I breathe, having a roof over my head, food to eat, the gift of salvation, people who love me . . . but also those things that are difficult in my life. And in being intentionally thankful (it's the only way I can do it sometimes) it changes me and my outlook on life.

So today, I choose to be thankful--in all circumstances . . . the good, the bad, the ugly. And I can do this because my God is faithful, loving, present, trustworthy, eternal, creator, healer, . . .

Prayer

THANK YOU Father for my life, for all that You have given me and all You have taken away, for all that You have withheld, for all the struggles, for all the questions, for the known and the unknown, for those who love me and those who don't, for Your love--especially as You demonstrated it through Your Son, Jesus the Christ, for family and friends . . . and enemies, for the good times and the hard times----thank You for loving me too much to leave me as I am. May my life reflect an attitude of thankfulness to You!

2009-09-18T10:10:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, September 18, 2009
Today's readings: Ezekiel 45, 46; Luke 1

Do I Really Believe It?

Scripture

[Gabriel, the angel, speaking to Mary (the mother of Jesus)] "For nothing is impossible with God."

[Elizabeth, Mary's (mother of Jesus) aunt, speaking] "You are blessed because you believed that the Lord would do what he said."

Luke 1. 37, 45

Observation

All things are possible with God and we are blessed when we believe God will do what He says.

Application (How will I be different because of what I just read?)

So, do I really believe these two verses?? Or maybe the better question would be . . . Do I live as if I believe these two verses?

It is one thing to say that I believe that nothing is impossible with God--but it is a whole other thing to live like I really believe it. That means I have to trust God completely, even when I don't feel like it or don't like what He is doing, or can't see Him at work. It means that I have to be willing to proclaim that with God nothing is impossible--knowing that it may not appear that way in the end.

Do I believe that God will do what He says? The catch here is--it doesn't say God will do what I say. Big difference. I think we re-word it to mean what we want it to mean. We want it to say that we believe God will do what WE say. And so, we are then blessed.

Two difficult verses. . .I know that they should be easy to go along with, to agree with . . . but they are not that easy for me. Difficult times in life make me wrestle with them. Do I believe them?

This is when I have to believe them no matter what things "look like." I have to go back to the truths that "I know." I know that the Bible doesn't lie. I know that God doesn't lie. I know that God is faithful, trustworthy. I know that He loves me. I know that He sent Jesus for me so I can have eternal life with Him. . . . I know that nothing is impossible with God. . . . I know that I am blessed when I believe the Lord will do what He says. I do know . . . I need to live it. But . . . .

Prayer

Father God, sometimes I wrestle with these verses . . . . I know that they are true . . . . yet it doesn't always "feel" like they are. I know that is when I am looking at things through my eyes and not Yours. Help me to look through Your eyes. Help me to put my full trust in you. Help me to grow in my faith. Thank You that You are patient with me . . . .loving me and guiding me and helping me to find and see Your truth.

2009-09-15T11:10:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, September 15, 2009
Today's readings: Ezekiel 38, 39; Psalm 145; Revelation 20

What Really Matters

Scripture

And I saw a great white throne and the One sitting on it. The earth and sky fled from his presence, but they found no place to hide. I saw the dead, both great and small, standing before God's throne. And the books were opened, including the Book of Life. And the dead were judged according to what they had done, as recorded in the books. The sea gave up its dead, and death and the grave gave up their dead. And all were judged according to their deeds. Then death and the grave were thrown into the lake of fire. This lake of fire is the second death. And anyone whose name was not found recorded in the Book of Life was thrown into the lake of fire.

Revelation 20.11-15

Observation

Someday it will matter if our name is in the Book of Life and what we have done here on earth with our lives.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

So many people worry about the "end times." They spend lots of time trying to figure out when it is going to happen. I think there are more important things to worry about--because we don't know when Jesus will return (Jesus tells us that ONLY the Father knows when it is going to happen).

Our first concern is that our name is in the Book of Life. Have I given my life to Jesus--really given my life to Him?? If I have it will show!!!

Next--what am I doing with my life. If I am going to stand before God someday and answer for what I have done, then I think I should be thinking about what that might look like. What took first place in my life? Who/what did I serve? Who did I love? Who did I share the love of God with? Did I love the unloveable? Did I reach out to the poor and homeless and hungry? Did I make a difference in the name of Jesus? Did I live for myself or for Jesus??

Rather than worry about when all of it is going to happen, I need to focus on the here and now--who is in charge of my life and how I am living my life. I have some work to do!

Prayer

Father God, help me to focus on living my life for You today. May I be found loving You, loving others in Your name, and impacting the world for You! May I never settle for anything less--because in the end, nothing else will matter!

2009-07-31T08:57:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, July 31, 2009
Today's readings: Isaiah 63,64; Psalm 107; John 2

A Reminder

Scripture

"It is I, the Lord, announcing your salvation!

It is I, the Lord, who has the power to save!"

Isaiah 63.1b

Observation

ONLY God has the power to save.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I have no power to save anyone--let alone myself. An important reminder. It's amazing at how hard I work to save those I care about (and myself) from problems, pain, natural consequences. I don't want them (or me) to have to suffer . . . so I try to save us all. And I can't. I fail miserably.

I am not promised a life free from suffering, pain, trials, problems--actually quite the opposite. Afterall, Jesus told us, "If any of you wants to be my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways, take up your cross, and follow me." [Mark 8.34] When I want a life free from problems, pain and suffering--I am being selfish. To be a follower of Christ, I must be willing to lay down my life--my wants, my desires--pick up the cross and follow Christ, wherever it leads. And that doesn't necessarily mean a rose covered path.

Again, that brings me back to "Do I trust God enough to do this?" Which leads me back to something else that I have been wrestling with--if I don't trust God then I don't really believe that He loves me. If I truly trust God--and really believe that He loves me--then I am willing to let go of my life and allow Him complete control--knowing that no matter how things may appear or what happens--He loves me and He will take care of me and He will never leave me alone. It means trusting Him to save me--no matter what that might look like (and it probably won't look anything like I would like for it to).

God alone has the power to save me. I can trust Him and His love for me.

"Can anything ever separate me from Christ's love? Does it mean he no longer loves me if I have trouble or calamity, or am persecuted, or hungry or destitute, or in danger, or threated with death? No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is mine through Christ, who loves me.

"And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate me from God's love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither my fears for today nor my worries about tomorrow--not even the power of hell can separate me from God's love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below--indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate me from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord." [Romans 8.35,37-39--personalized]

Prayer

Thank You Lord God, for Your love and Your gift of salvation. Thank You that I can trust You--and thank You for being patient when I struggle with trusting You and believing that You could really love me. Help me to look only to You and depend only on You for my salvation. You alone have the power to save me . . . from myself.

2009-07-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, July 29, 2009
Today's readings: Isaiah 57-59; Psalms 103; 2 Peter 3

Fasting?

Scripture

"Is this what you call fasting? Do you really think this will please the Lord?

"No, this is the kind of fasting I want:

Free those who are wrongly imprisoned; lighten the burden of those who work for you.

Let the oppressed go free, and remove the chains that bind people.

Share your food with the hungry, and give shelter to the homeless.

Give clothes to those who need them, and do not hide from relatives who need your help.

"Then your salvation will come like the dawn, and your wounds will quickly heal.

Your godliness will lead you forward, and the glory of the Lord will protect you from behind.

Then when you call, the Lord will answer.

'Yes, I am here.' He will quickly reply.

"Remove the heavy yoke of oppression.

Stop pointing your finger and spreading vicious rumors!

Feed the hungry, and help those in trouble.

Then your light will shine out from the darkness,

and the darkness around you will be as bright as noon.

The Lord will guide you continually, giving you water when you are dry and restoring your strength.

You will be like a well-watered garden, like an ever-flowing spring."

Isaiah 58.5-11

Observation

Helping the oppressed and poor pleases God and we receive His blessings.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I like to think that I am active when it comes to social justice issues. But, it is just a drop in the bucket. We are called to do so much more. I do enough to "feel good" about myself--I give here, help there. There are so many needs . . .

If I am doing only what I am comfortable with doing, then I am not doing enough. If I am to "fast" in this manner, then I need to be uncomfortable--just as when we fast from food we get hungry, which makes us uncomfortable. I need to do more. I need to "give up" some things in my life so that others can have freedom, food, housing, clothing.

Today, I will see what opportunities or doors God is putting in front of me to make a difference in the lives of others. Today I will fast from my wants so others might have what they need.

Prayer

Thank You, Lord, for Your word today. Open my eyes and my heart to the struggles of those around me. Help me to see others with Your eyes and give me wisdom in how to best help. Lord, I want to make a difference in someone's life today--lead me, show me, give me wisdom. Thank You Lord. May my "fasting" today be pleasing and acceptable to You.

2009-07-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, July 28, 2009
Today's readings: Isaiah 53-56; 2 Peter 2

Slave To What Controls Me

Scripture

For you are a slave to whatever controls you. 2 Peter 2.19b

Observation

I am a slave to those things that I allow to control me.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

What do I allow to control me? People. I give others too much power/control in my life. And, in doing so, I am not true to God or myself.

Jesus said, ". . . He [God] has sent me to proclaim that captives will be released, . . ." [Luke 4.18] I do not need to be held captive by those I serve. . . .or anyone else.

So, why do I allow it? Because my trust is misplaced. Because I am fearful of what others will think. Because I am tired of the battles over the unimportant. Because I have lost my focus/my calling.

The reason(s) really don't matter--what matters is that I become a slave to Christ--not to people. I only allow God/Christ/Holy Spirit to control my life.

When did I allow it to happen? I think when I decided that sometimes it's easier not to "fight" those who want to be in control--because sometimes the fight gets old, I get tired, I see no progress, and I give up and give in. But, that's not what I am called to do. I am called to stand firmly planted in God and to be bold and to fight the good fight.

So how will I be different today? I will allow God to have control in my life rather than others. I will listen to God's voice rather than the "shouts" of those who want to control. I will remember Who is truly in control and intentionally place my trust and hope in Him. I will allow God to fight my battles.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for Your word today and the reflection of my self that I saw in it. Lord, You are my Master--I only want to serve You. Help me to stand firm in You. Help me to trust in You and You alone. Thank You for freeing me. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for shining Your Light on this area of my life today and not leaving me the same.

2009-07-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, July 27, 2009
Today's readings: Isaiah 50-52; Psalm 92; 2 Peter 1

No Fear?

Scripture

Because the Sovereign Lord helps me,

I will not be disgraced.

Therefore, I have set my face like a stone,

determined to do his will

And I know that I will not be put to shame. . . .

If you are walking in darkness,

without a ray of light,

trust in the Lord,

and rely on your God.

Isaiah 50.7, 10

Observation

God's got my back.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

It is so easy to allow others to have power over different areas of our lives--all because we want to please others or because we don't want the hassle that will come if we do something different. How often do I give in to the will of others rather than follow the will of God--all because I do not want to cause waves?

But that's not what I am called to do. The only One I need to concern with pleasing is God. . .not man. It is His will that I need to follow.

I have felt that I have been walking in darkness, without a ray of light. There seemed to be no life-giving hope--it felt like it had been stolen. But, that is because I was not trusting God, I was not relying on my God. I was allowing others to have too much power in my life.

What has pulled me away? It doesn't really matter--what is important is that I have recognized that I have gotten off of the path and that I make the effort to get back on it (with God's help).

So, today, I will "set my face like a stone, determined to do His will" . . . not worrying about the cost. . . . knowing that I can trust Him completely . . . no matter what . . . all because of His amazing extravagant love for me.

Prayer

Today, Lord God, I ask for You to show me Your will--what it is that You want me to do. Today, I put my trust in You. Today, I will rely only on You. Thank You for Your love for me. Thank You for the Light You bring into my life. Thank You for reminding me that I do not need to walk in darkness. Today, may I walk boldly into all that You have called me to. Today, may my life honor You and You alone.

2009-07-23T08:08:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, July 23, 2009
Today's readings: 2 Kings 20; Isaiah 38, 39; Psalm 75; 1 Peter 2

A Chosen People

Scripture

For you are a chosen people. You are royal priests, a holy nation, God's very own possession. As a result, you can show others the goodness of God, for he called you out of the darkness into the wonderful light.

1 Peter 2.9

Observation

Because of God's goodness [not our own] we are His . . . chosen by Him to be His very own possession . . . and we are to share what God has done in our lives with others.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I belong to God--not because of my own goodness--but because of His. And I am to share what He has done for me with others. I cannot just take it for granted. . .I am to show others God's goodness.

But that means that I have to believe that God is good.

There is a responsive saying that is often used in churches--someone says, "God is good" and the response is "All the time"--then in response to that they say, "All the time"--to which the response is "God is good."

Do I really believe God is good? Many people use the excuse that the don't believe in God because of all the pain and suffering in the world. They go on to say that if there was a God and if He was loving and good--there would be no pain or suffering, no sickness or violence . . . nothing bad. They need "someone" to blame, so they blame God.

A pat answer won't work--something I just say because it is the right thing to say. I must believe that God is good if I am going to show His goodness to others. That means that no matter what happens in my life . . . the bad along with the good . . . I must trust that God is with me and that He can and will bring something good out of it.

And to trust God I must believe that He really does love me. . .no matter what I feel. Feelings can be deceptive--but God isn't--His word tells me He is faithful, trustworthy, and loves me with an unfailing love.

So, today, I will cling to the truths that I know and I will share my experiences of God's goodness, my journey from darkness into His marvelous light.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for Your patience with me, once again, as I wrestle with Your Word. Lord, today may I live a life that reflects Your goodness. Today may I help to light the path and lead someone out of darkness and into Your marvelous light. Thank You that I am one of Your chosen people. May I live a life of boldness and power, of love and grace and mercy, a life that clearly reflects You.

2009-05-20T08:43:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, May 20, 2009
Today's readings: 1 Kings 6; 2 Chronicles 3; Psalms 97; Romans 1

Answered Prayer

Scripture

One of the things I always pray for is the opportunity, God willing, to come at last to see you. For I long to visit you so I can bring you some spiritual gift that will help you grow strong in the Lord. When we get together, I want to encourage you in your faith, but I also want to be encouraged by yours.

Romans 1.10-12

Observation

Paul prayed for the opportunity to come and see the Roman people.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

We learn about Paul's prayer being answered in Acts 28.16. Paul arrives in Rome--as a prisoner . . .after being arrested, slapped in the face, shipwrecked, and bitten by a poisonous snake. Not exactly the type of answer to prayer I would be looking for.

God answered Paul's prayer--but not by just letting him go to Rome. There was a series of events--seemingly negative--that got him there. But, I don't hear Paul complaining about them.

Paul's journey to Rome reminds me that God answers prayer--just not always the way I would like for Him to. Sometimes it is not an easy journey to the answer. But Paul never gives up--he never gives in--he stays in the moment--always looking for a way to serve God and bring Him glory and honor.

Even when the journey gets difficult, I need to keep my focus on God and trust that He is answering my prayers--whether it looks like it or not--or whether it feels like it at the time. I need to be alert and aware in the moment--taking life as it comes, making the most of today for the Kingdom, trusting that God is at work in me and through me--answering my prayers.

Prayer

God, this is a really hard lesson. I like the easy road . . . the easy answer to prayers. Forgive me for my lack of patience, my lack of faith and trust. Forgive me for wanting a quick fix. Give me wisdom for each day and help me to focus on the day at hand--looking for all the opportunities You give me to serve You, worship You, thank You, love You, and walk with You. Thank You for never giving up on me--even when I give up on myself. Thank You for loving me . . . always.

2009-05-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, May 12, 2009
Today's readings: 2 Samuel 21-23; 1 Thessalonians 1

Protection

Scripture

Once again the Philistines were at war with Israel. And when David and his men were in the thick of battle, David became weak and exhausted. Ishbi-benob was a descendant of the giants; his bronze spearhead weighed more than seven pounds, and he was armed with a new sword. He had cornered David and was about to kill him. But Abishai son of Zeruiah came to David's rescue and killed the Philistine. Then David's men declared, "You are not going out to battle with us again! Why risk snuffing out the light of Israel?"

2 Samuel 21.15-17

Observation

David had men who cared for his welfare and had his back.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Reading these Scriptures today made me appreciate all the more those who "have my back" and walk with me in the journey God has me on--my Leadership Team. Sometimes we take the people God gives us, to walk and work with us and what they do for us, for granted. And sometimes we push back--wanting to prove that we are strong and can do it ourselves--when we don't have to . . . and shouldn't.

I am blessed to have this group to walk into battle with. They are willing to step in and fight for me when I can't (and shouldn't) do it by myself. They set a guard around me, protecting me and encouraging me.

I don't have 30 warriors--but I do have four who are faithful to do battle on my behalf and make the journey with me.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for reminding me that I am not alone in the battle. That You are with me and You have sent others to travel with me and fight with me . . . and for me. May I never take them for granted. Bless them Lord in a special way. Protect them. Strengthen them. Heal them. Give them wisdom. Give them vision for Your church. Renew them and refresh them. When they are weary or weak or tired of the battle, may they lean into Your strength, Your power, Your might for the journey. Lord, thank You for Jim, Rex, Cindy and Ron. May they experience Your love for them in a special way today. Thank You for my friends and co-workers in Christ.

2009-05-08T08:56:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, May 8, 2009
Today's readings: 2 Samuel 15, 16; Psalm 32; Matthew 25

The Joy of Confession

Scripture

Oh, what joy for those

whose disobedience is forgiven,

whose sin is put out of sight!

Yes, what joy for those

whose record the Lord has cleared of guilt,

whose lives are lived in complete honesty!

When I refused to confess my sin,

my body wasted away,

and I groaned all day long.

Day and night your hand of discipline was heavy on me.

My strength evaporated like water in the summer heat.

Finally, I confessed all my sins to you

and stopped trying to hide my guilt.

I said to myself, "I will confess my rebellion to the Lord."

And you forgave me! All my guilt is gone!

Psalm 32.1-5

Observation

There is freedom and healing when we confess our sins.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

So true--when I carry my sin around with me, I get weighted down--it's difficult to function. It seems to grow. And it's so easy to get rid of--all I have to do is confess it to God! And He is faithful to forgive. [If we claim we have no sin, we are only fooling ourselves and not living in the truth. But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness. 1 John 1.8-9]

Sometimes I am so slow to confess my sin--do I think by not confessing it God won't see it? Do I think I don't need to confess it? What we forget is that confession is for us--it opens our eyes, it humbles us, it frees us from the hold of sin in our lives.

Today, I will examine my life and ask God to show me any unconfessed sin in it. Then I will spend time with Him, confessing and then praising Him for His faithfulness in forgiving me through Jesus.

Prayer

Father God, I confess that I don't always confess my sins as I should. Forgive me. Today, Lord God, shine Your light on all darkness in my life. Help me to recognize the sin that separates us, that holds me back from me being the person you want me to be. Thank You for sending Jesus to pay for my sins--without His sacrifice I could not come before You. Thank You for forgiving my sins and removing those burdens from me. Thank You for Your discipline--even when I fight against it--You love me too much to allow me to remain as I am. It is in the name of my Savior I pray this . . .

2009-05-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, May 1, 2009
Today's readings: 1 Chronicles 14, 15; Psalm 132; Matthew 18

Asking God

Scripture

So David asked God, "Should I go out to fight the Philistines? Will you hand them over to me?"

The Lord replied, "Yes, go ahead. I will hand them over to you."

1 Chronicles 14.10

And once again David asked God what to do. "Do not attack them straight on," God replied. "Instead, circle around behind and attack them near the poplar trees. When you hear a sound like marching feet in the tops of the poplar trees, go out and attack! That will be the signal that God is moving ahead of you to strike down the Philistine army." So David did what God commanded, . . .

1 Chronicles 14.14-16

"Because you Levites did not carry the Ark the first time, the anger of the Lord our God burst out against us. We failed to ask God how to move it properly."

1 Chronicles 15.13

Observation

David asked God for guidance and God gave him clear instructions.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I just read?)

How often to I ask God for direction and actually hear Him? When I read these verses I found myself jealous that God spoke so clearly to David--why doesn't He speak to me that way?

Maybe I don't ask and really expect to hear from God. . .Maybe I ask God and then move on too quickly or I am too busy to hear or I just want Him to bless my plans, rather than hear from Him and do what He wants.

David expected to hear from God and didn't do anything until he did. In 1 Chronicles 15, he realizes when he didn't bother asking God and there was a consequence because of it [1 Chonricles 13.9-10].

So, how will I be different today? Stopping and asking and waiting and listening and expecting to hear from God. God is willing--but I must be a willing vessel.

Prayer

Lord, I am sorry that I get ahead of You, that I don't ask You--or when I do, I move ahead so quickly that I don't wait for Your answer. Forgive me. Speak to me, just as You did David. You are the same God, there is none like You. You came to be in relationship with me. You want to be in relationship with me. You want to guide me and lead me--give me wisdom so I can be used by You. Thank You for being so patient with me. Thank You for loving me so much.

2009-04-30T10:38:00.000-07:00

Life Journal, April 30, 2009
Today's readings: 2 Samuel 6; 1 Chronicles 13; Psalm 68; Matthew 17

How Much Faith Does It Take?

Scripture

"You don't have enough faith," Jesus told them. "I tell you the truth, if you had faith even as small as a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,'' and it would move. Nothing would be impossible."

Matthew 17.20 (NLT)

Observation

We can do nothing in our own strength--it is only through God's strength and power . . . and our complete faith and trust in Him--that anything can truly be accomplished.

Application

This is a difficult verse for me. It makes me wrestle with the faith question--how much faith does it take . . . and will I ever have enough? If it takes such a little amount of faith--what does that say about the faith I have? Will I ever have enough to see a mountain moved?

I think of the young Mary (Jesus' mother) when Gabriel came to her and informed her that she would become pregnant and give birth to the very Son of God. Gabriel says to her, "For nothing is impossible with God." [Luke 1.37]

Mary's reply is "I am the Lord's servant. May everyting you have said about me come true." [Luke 1.38] She had complete faith . . . and trust that God was more than able to make it all happen. And He did--a virgin conceived a child--not just any child, but the Son of God.

The enemy likes to get me to question my faith in God. He likes me to doubt that I have enough faith to accomplish anything--for when I doubt I am powerless, I don't trust that I have enough faith to even go to God and ask, let alone expect an answer.

The other struggle comes when God's answer is "no" or "wait"--we begin to doubt and take the blame for the answer not being what we believe it should be (taking the power from God and giving it to ourself). Rather than trusting God and maintaining faith in His response, we question Him and our faith. We don't use those opportunities to build up our faith--we allow the enemy to come in and steal it with doubts and distrust.

So, how will I be different today because of these Scriptures? I will stand strong--not in my own strength, but in God's--allowing Him to build my faith, trusting Him with all areas of my life . . . not just the ones that I orchestrate to win or show myself faithful.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for the promise that nothing is impossible for You. May I hold on to that truth and trust You. It's a scarey thing to ask You to build my faith--but Lord, if I am to accomplish all that You have for me to do, I need to exercise my faith "muscles." Help me to stand strong in Your strength. Help me to put my trust in You. Plug my ears when the enemy starts whispering about my lack of faith. Thank You for growing me in my faith.

2009-02-12T08:45:00.001-08:00

Life Journal, February 12, 2009
Today's readings: Leviticus 18, 18; Psalm 13; Acts 19

Trust

Scripture

O Lord, how long will you forget me? Forever?

How long will you look the other way?

How long must I struggle with anguish in my soul,

with sorrow in my heart every day?

How long will my enemy have the upper hand?

Turn and answer me, O Lord my God!

Restore the sparkle to my eyes, or I will die.

Don't let my enemies gloat, saying, "We have defeated him!"

Don't let them rejoice at my downfall.

But I trust in your unfailing love.

I will rejoice because you have rescued me.

I will sing to the Lord

because He is good to me.

Psalm 13

Observation

No matter how things may appear--or how I feel--God's unfailing love for me never does.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Important truth--no matter how I may feel or what may be happening--I can trust in God's unfailing love for me. AND, I need to live in that truth . . . walk in it . . . claim it.

We focus too much on circumstances and "why me?" Instead the focus needs to be on God's unfailing love and how He has rescued me from death and His goodness to me. Those are the truths that I can count on.

Today I will walk in those truths.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for Your truth. Thank You for Your unfailing love--even though I do not deserve it--you pour it out on me extravagantly through the sacrifice of Your Son, Jesus. Thank You for the life You give me through that sacrifice. Forgive me for taking my focus off You and putting it on myself. You are all that matters. You are love and truth. Thank You.

2009-02-11T07:27:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 11, 2009
Today's reading: Acts 18 (didn't do the Leviticus reading today)

A Worshiper of God

Scripture

Then Paul left the synagogue and went next door to the house of Titius Justus, a worshiper of God.

Acts. 18.7

Observation

Titius Justus was known for worshiping God.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Wow--wouldn't it be great to be known as "a worshiper of God." I mean when people said your name they would just automatically say, Melinda, a worshiper of God . . . . What a great thing to be known for and to have it be so much a part of who you are that people would immediately think that.

May I be known as a worshiper of God. How different life would be if that was our focus--not all the other stuff that we deal with.

Prayer

Father God, I want to be known as a "worshiper of God" more than anything else--well also a "lover of God"--but they go hand in hand. Help me to stay focused on what is important, not the unimportant. Thank you, God. To You may all glory and honor be given. Forgive me when I doubt or my faith stutters or I give up. I want to stand strong, Lord God, but I can't without You.

2009-02-10T08:02:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 10, 2009
Today's readings: Leviticus 13, 14; Acts 17

What/Who Do I Worship?

Scripture

While Paul was waiting for them in Athens, he was deeply troubled by all the idols he saw everywhere in the city. . . .

So Paul, standing before the council, addressed them as follows: "Men of Athens, I notice that you are very religious in every way, for as I was walking along I saw your many shrines. And one of your altars had this inscription on it: 'To an Unknown God.' This God, whom you worship without knowing is the one I'm telling you about.

"He is the God who made the world and everything in it. Since he is Lord of heaven and earth, he doesn't live in man-made temples, and human hands can't serve his needs--for he has no needs. He himself gives life and breath to everything, and he satisfies every need. From one man he created all the nations throughout the whole earth. He decided beforehand when they should rise and fall, and he determined their boundaries.

"His purpose was for the nations to seek after God and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him--though he is not far from any one of us. For in him we live and move and exist. As some of your own poets have said, 'We are his offspring.' And since this is true, we shouldn't think of God as an idol designed by craftsmen from gold or silver or stone."

Acts 17.24-30

Observation

God is not an idol to be worshiped--but the Creator of everything who wants to be in an intimate relationship with us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

We aren't very different than the people that Paul met in Athens. We have many idols that we worship--People. . . things. . . .ideas . . . . power. . . . money . . . . jobs . . . . church buildings . . . . tradition . . . . the list seems endless.

God doesn't come in first very often . . . and yet it is in Him that "We live and move and exist." We take Him for granted. We spend so much time on our idols that we don't have much time for Him. . .He gets our "leftovers."

Today, I will look for those things that I worship--some out of habit, some out of desire, some . . . just because--and I will set them aside and return to God--worshiping Him and Him alone.

Prayer

Father, forgive me when I put my eyes on anything other than You. The world pulls at us and we give in so easy--usually without a fight. Lord, help me to stand strong, to tear down any idols that I have in my life, and to worship You alone. Thank You for Your amazing love and patience.

2009-02-06T07:43:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 6, 2009

Purpose

Scripture

"We are here to proclaim that through this man Jesus there is forgiveness for your sins. Everyone who believes in him is declared right with God--something the law of Moses could never do."

Acts 13.38-39

Observation

It is all about Jesus.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

As a follower of Christ, I am here for one reason . . . to proclaim that through this man Jesus there is forgiveness for your [and mine] sins. Everything I do and say should point to that truth. If I live my life that way, without worrying about what others think or want from me, then I cannot go wrong and nothing else will matter.

Today, I will keep the main thing -- Jesus -- the main thing. I will not allow others to dictate what I say or do . . . only Jesus.

Prayer

Father God, too often I forget the one reason that I have life . . . it is because of You and the gift of Your Son, Jesus. Thank You. Today . . . and everyday . . . may my focus be only on You. May I point to You in what I say and do. Change me Lord. Use me. Forgive me when my eyes move off of You and onto myself. It is not about me. . .it is all about You. Thank You for loving me so faithfully and patiently. My hope and trust are in You. People will let us down . . . but You never will.

2009-02-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 5, 2009
Today's readings: Exodus 39-40; Psalm 15; Acts 12

No Really

Scripture

5 But while Peter was in prison, the church prayed very earnestly for him.

6 The night before Peter was to be placed on trial, he was asleep, fastened with two chains between two soldiers. Others stood guard at the prison gate. 7 Suddenly, there was a bright light in the cell, and an angel of the Lord stood before Peter. The angel struck him on the side to awaken him and said, “Quick! Get up!” And the chains fell off his wrists. 8 Then the angel told him, “Get dressed and put on your sandals.” And he did. “Now put on your coat and follow me,” the angel ordered.

9 So Peter left the cell, following the angel. But all the time he thought it was a vision. He didn’t realize it was actually happening. 10 They passed the first and second guard posts and came to the iron gate leading to the city, and this opened for them all by itself. So they passed through and started walking down the street, and then the angel suddenly left him.

11 Peter finally came to his senses. “It’s really true!” he said. “The Lord has sent his angel and saved me from Herod and from what the Jewish leaders had planned to do to me!”

12 When he realized this, he went to the home of Mary, the mother of John Mark, where many were gathered for prayer. 13 He knocked at the door in the gate, and a servant girl named Rhoda came to open it. 14 When she recognized Peter’s voice, she was so overjoyed that, instead of opening the door, she ran back inside and told everyone, “Peter is standing at the door!”

15 “You’re out of your mind!” they said. When she insisted, they decided, “It must be his angel.”

16 Meanwhile, Peter continued knocking. When they finally opened the door and saw him, they were amazed. 17 He motioned for them to quiet down and told them how the Lord had led him out of prison. “Tell James and the other brothers what happened,” he said. And then he went to another place.

Acts 12.5-17

Observation

God answers prayer.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I love these verses. They are so typical of us--we pray for God to do something and then when He does we can't believe it. Even Peter--to whom it was happening to--thought it was a vision, not really happening.

How different would our lives be if we really believed that God does amazing miraculous things. No He doesn't do them all the time, but I believe He does them more often than we give Him credit for...often because we don't know what "might have been" without His help.

So today, I will look for the miraculous. Today, I will trust that God is at work--in my life and in the life of others.

Prayer

Father God, we pray, not really expecting You to answer--or at least not in some miraculous way. We miss so much limiting You--afraid to ask too much--because what if You don't answer our prayers our way. We pray for a safe journey and when we arrive safe--we think, well God didn't have to intervene, not even realizing all the times You did--saving us. Lord, Our faith is small. Help us to grow it. Help us to trust You. Help us to pray for the miraculous and then see it!

2009-02-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 4, 2009
Today's readings: Exodus 37-38; Psalm 19; Acts 11

Helping One Another

Scripture

"During this time some prophets traveled from Jerusalem to Antioch. One of them named Agabus stood up in one of the meetings and predicted by the Spirit that a great famine was coming upon the entire Roman world. (This was fulfilled during the reign of Claudis.) So the believers in Antioch decided to send relief to the brothers and sisters in Judea, everyone giving as much as they could. This they did, entrusting their gifts to Barnabas and Saul to take to the elders of the church in Jerusalem."

Acts 11.27-30

Observation

When others are struggling because of circumstances, we should be generous in our help.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

They helped as much as they could. They didn't save it for themselves, just in case they needed it--they helped those who needed it. How different would our world--my world--be if we gave out of our abundance--what God has so generously blessed us with--and helped . . . without judging whether they deserved it or not.

Instead we tend to hold onto what we have with tight fists--so we can't receive what God has for us. If we opened our hands--letting go of all that we hold on to--our hands would be ready to receive from God.

Today, may my hands be found open.

Prayer

Father God, You supply all my needs. You give me so much. I am so blessed by You. Today may my hands be found open--giving and sharing out of my abundance--praising You with all that I have.

2009-02-03T06:25:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, February 3, 2009
Today's readings: Exodus 35-36; Acts 10

God Shows No Favoritism

Scripture

Then Peter replied, "I see very clearly that God shows no favoritism. In every nation he accepts those who fear him and do what is right. This is the message of Good News for the people of Israel--that there is peace with God through Jesus Christ, who is Lord of all."

Acts 10.34-36

Observation

God accepts ANYONE who confesses Jesus as their personal Lord and Savior.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

We look for people just like us when we share the Good News . . . and to come to our church. People who we will be comfortable around. We want them to "fit" the mold that we believe is right. But today's Scripture reminds us that God wants everyone and anyone--rich or poor, red or yellow or black or white or brown or purple, language doesn't matter, -- nothing matters except the change that takes place in their hearts. When will we get it--so we can reach out with God's love and gift of grace to ALL?

Prayer

Father God, thank You that You love even me. I am no different than anyone else who seeks You, and claims You as my Savior and Lord. I am no better--I am a sinner saved by grace--just like anyone else who comes to You. May I never hesitate to share the Good News with someone just because they are "different" from me. May I never see someone as "not deserving" of Your gift of grace. May I share Your love and Your Good News and Your gift of grace . . . extravagantly--just like You!

2008-12-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

December 22, 2008

A Savior Is Born

"I bring you good news that will bring great joy to all people. The Savior--yes, the Messiah, the Lord--has been born today in Bethlehem, the city of David! And you will recognize him by this sign: You will find a baby wrapped snugly in strips of cloth, lying in a manger."

May you have time during this busy season, to stop and remember and reflect on the birth of our Savior, Jesus the Christ. May you experience God's extravagant love and share it with others--especially those who are less fortunate. And, may you experience God's amazing presence in your life everyday.

Father God, thank You for the gift of Your Son, Jesus. . .my Savior. Thank You for loving me so much that You sent Your one and only Son to pay the price for my sin. This year may my Christmas focus be on You and Your gift--Your amazing love--and may I share it with everyone You place in my path.

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 17, 2008
Today's reading: John 2-4

God's Gift

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him.

"There is no judgment against anyone who believes in him. But anyone who does not believe in him has already been judged for not believing in God's one and only Son. And the judgment is based on this fact: God's light came into the world, but people loved the darkness more than the light, for their actions were evil. All who do evil hate the light and refuse to go near it for fear their sins will be exposed. But those who do what is right come to the light so others can see that they are doing what God wants."

John 3.16-21

Observation

God loves me so much that He sent His Son, Jesus the Christ, so that I could walk in the Light and share the Light with others.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

The message of Christmas. God came to earth in human form . . . as a baby . . . because of His amazing, extravagant love for ME! He has brought Light to my life and when I allow Him to fill my life with His Light there is no room for darkness (sin). Sin can only hide and run rampant in darkness. When the pure Light of God shines on it--it is exposed and we have to decide what to do with it. . .remain in darkness which brings death . . . or remove it from our lives, which brings life--abundant life.

So today, I will live in the Light. I will look for any darkness in me that is revealed as the Light consumes me. . .and, with the help of the Holy Spirit, remove it. So that the Light of Jesus Christ can shine brightly in me and through me. I will look for every opportunity to share the Light today!

Prayer

Father God, thank You for Your great love for me. Thank You for Your gift of Jesus. Lord, I offer my life as my gift to You. It's not much--but it is all that I have. I am Yours. May Your Light shine brightly in me today!

2008-12-16T05:53:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 17, 2008
Today's readings: 2 Peter 1-3; John 1

Shining Brightly

Scripture

In the beginning the Word already existed. The Word was with God, and the Word was God. He existed in the beginning with God. God created everything through him, and nothing was created except through him. The Word gave life to everything that was created, and his life brout light to everyone. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it.

God sent a man, John the Baptist, to tell about the light so that everyonemight believe because of his testimony. John himself was not th elight; he was simply a witness to tell about the light. The one who is the true light, who gives light to everyone, was coming into the world.

John 1.1-9

Observation

Jesus is the light of the world!

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

The world often seems so dark and hopeless. There is war, famine, destruction, genocide, . . . the list goes on and on. It can be overwhelming at times.

Then Christmas happens. And we are reminded of the baby who came to bring Light and Life into our dark lives. How dark the world is without Him.

And I am called to be a Light-bearer--carrying the Light of Christ into the darkness. The world still needs His Light--now, maybe, more than ever. And He has called me to take it with me--everywhere I go.

But to carry the Light, I must be filled with the Light. And to be filled with the Light, I have to be walking and living in the Light . . . otherwise I am only a flicker that can easily be put out. For my flame to burn brightly, I must fill myself with Christ's Light and Love.

So, today, I will continue to be in the Light--my source of Life--so that I can walk and live and share the Light of Christ with all whom I meet along the way.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for the Light--Your Son, Jesus Christ. Today, help me walk in His Light and may I be a Light-bearer, illuminating the path to You for others. Today I ask that You remove all darkness from inside of me--that You clean me up so I can shine brightly for You!

2008-12-15T06:11:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 16, 2008
Today's reading: 1 Peter 1-5

The Life of a Follower

Scripture

All of you should be of one mind. Sympathize with each other. Love each other as brothers and sisters. Be tenderhearted, and keep a humble attitude. Don't repay evil for evil. Don't retaliate with insults when people insult you. Instead, pay them back with a blessing. That is what God has called you to do, and he will bless you for it.

"If you want to enjoy life

and see many happy days,

keep your tongue from speaking evil

and your lips from telling lies.

Turn away from evil and do good.

Search for peace, and work to maintain it.

The eyes of the Lord watch over those who do right

and his ears are open to their prayers.

But the Lord turns his face,

against those who do evil."

1 Peter 3.8-12

Observation

Followers of Christ should act and be different than the world.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I recently met a man who considers himself an agnostic--bordering on being an athiest. He sees no reason to become a Christian. You see, he has watched church-going "Christians" and how they treat each other and those around themselves . . . and it's not pretty, to say the least. They aren't any different than the world . . . and are much more judgmental of others.

Our actions, as followers/believers of Jesus Christ, speak loudly . . . but what do they say?? How can we tell others about a loving God when we don't love others? How can we help them see that God loves them right where they are when we expect them to clean up their act and be "perfect" like us [what a joke] before they come to church??

These instructions from Peter--similar to others written in the New Testament--describe what our lives should look like if we are truly a follower of Christ. Does mine look like this?? I hope it is beginning to become part of who I am. I have to admit there are some areas that I am having to work harder at--be more intentional about living out. And yes, sometimes I fall flat on my face. But, I hope that everyday, I become more like Jesus--not just someone who knows all the right words, but actually someone who reflects Him with my life. Today, may I be more like my Savior.

Prayer

Father God, I want to be more like Jesus. I want to reflect Him in all I do and say. I cannot do it on my own. I need Your Holy Spirit to fill me more and more and take over my life (recognizing that I must surrender my life) more each hour . . . each day. Lord, I don't want people to look at me and think 'If that is what a follower of Christ is like, I don't want anything to do with Him.' I want to learn to love as Jesus loved and live as Jesus lived . . . and help others to do the same. I want to reflect Christ's love and mercy in all that I do and say. May Your light and life fill me today.

2008-12-13T08:09:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 13, 2008 (a cold and snowy morning)
Today's readings: Hebrews 9-11

Hope

Scripture

And so, dear brothers and sisters, we can boldly enter heaven's Most Holy Place because of the blood of Jesus. By his death, Jesus opened a new and life-giving way through the curtain into the Most Holy Place. And since we have a great High Priest who rules over God's house, let us go right into the presence of God with sincere hearts fully trusting him. For our guilty consciences have been sprinkled with Christ's blood to make us clean, and our bodies have been washed with pure water.

Let us hold tightly without wavering to the hope we affirm, for God can be trusted to keep his promise. Let us think of ways to motivate one another to acts of love and good works. And let us not neglect our meeting together, as some people do, but encourage one another, especially now that the day of his return is drawing near.

Hebrews 10.19-25

Observation

All our hope is found in Christ because of what He did for us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

It is overwhelming to think of what Christ has done for us. Because of Him and His work on the cross, I am able to enter into the Holy of Holies--to go right to God. It has nothing to do with my earning it or being good enough or me at all (other than God's amazing love for me making it all possible).

It is important for me to remember these truths and to "hold tightly without wavering to the hope we affirm, for God can be trusted to keep his promise." No matter what it looks like--I must hold on to hope and remember that God can be trusted to do what He says He is going to do. I have to keep the faith [chapter 11 of Hebrews!!].

So today, I will remember these truths so that I can walk and live in them. I will look for ways to perform acts of love and good works--because God has told me to--not because they will make me right with God. Today I will hang on to my hope in Christ and my faith in God.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for Your truths. For your promises--that You are faithful to fulfill. Fill me with more and more faith, so that I can be found faithful to You.

2008-12-12T08:31:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 12, 2008
Today's readings: Hebrews 5-8

Patiently Waiting

Scripture

Then Abraham waited patiently, and he received what God had promised.

Hebrews 6.15

Observation

God always delivers on His promises . . . on His timetable.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Waiting on God. . .something that I'm not always good at. I find myself thinking, He promised it . . . why isn't it happening?? God's timing and mine are often very different.

I live in an instant world of fast food, fast cars, immediate gratification. We want it now! The thought of waiting for something is non-existent for many. And, I have to admit, I am just as guilty. I wait a day . . . or a week . . . or a month . . . or a year . . . or longer--and wonder why God isn't doing what He said He would do. Doesn't He care?? Where is He?? Is there something I need to do to make it happen?? And then I decide that I need to take it into my own hands . . . and that never works out right--I always make a mess of it.

So, today, I will trust God. I will continue to grow in my faith that God will keep His promises to me. I will not try to take things into my own hands. I will take a deep breathe and wait . . . patiently . . . upon the Lord.

Prayer

Father God, I confess that I get impatient with You. I believe, for some reason, that my timing is better than Yours. Forgive my arrogance and lack of faith and trust. Lord, I cannot do this on my own--I have proven that--so, please, through Your Holy Spirit, help me to wait upon You. Help me to trust in Your promises. Help me to have faith in You. Thank You for Your amazing patience with me!

2008-12-11T07:12:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 11, 2008
Today's readings: Philemon; Hebrews 1-4

Boldy To the Throne

Scripture

So then, since we have a great High Priest who has entered heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to what we believe. This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses, for he faced all of the same testings we do, yet he did not sin. So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God. There we will receive his mercy, and we will find grace to help us when we need it most.

Hebrews 4.14-16

Observation

Because of Christ, I can come boldly to the very throne of God.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Jesus understands all my struggles--all my trials--everything that I have and will experience. And He did not sin. And He offers me the power I need to not sin--but I have to be willing to say "NO!!" to myself and to the sin. . .just as He did.

And because of what Christ has done for me--took on my sin and died for ME!--I can come directly to God with EVERYTHING. And, He is willing to extend His grace and His mercy in my life--just because I ask and I am His child and He LOVES ME!! How amazing!!

So today, rather than try to do things on my own and fall, I will ask God to come through His Holy Spirit and give me the strength that I need to withstand those things that come at me. Today, I will say "No" to myself . . . because of God's mercy and grace in my life . . . and "YES!!" to what God has for me. Knowing that in all things I can trust Him.

Prayer

Father God, today I come boldly to Your throne and ask that You work in my life today, continuing the work You have started, shaping and molding me more and more into the image of Jesus. Give me the strength I need to say "No!" to myself when I need to. Continue to fill me with Your Holy Spirit, so I may fully live in Your grace and experience Your mercy. Thank You Father for Your Son Jesus--because in Him I have life in You.

2008-12-10T05:53:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 10, 2008
Today's readings: 2 Timothy 1-4

Kingdom Issue or Distraction

Scripture

Again I say, don't get involved in foolish, ignorant arguments that only start fights. A servant of the Lord must not quarrel but must be kind of everyone, be able to teach, and be patient with difficult people. Gently instruct those who oppose the truth. Perhaps God will change those people's hearts, and they will learn the truth. Then they will come to their senses and escape from the devil's trap. For they have been held captive by him to do whatever he wants.

2 Timothy 2.23-26

Observation

Stay focused on Kingdom issues--don't let the distractions pull you away or side-track you!

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

It is so easy to get caught up in all the distractions around you--in the petty arguments, in the whining, in those who are constantly disagreeable. All of the distractions to the real focus of our lives. They take so much energy away from what is really important. It is funny how easily they pull us away and distract from what we should be focused on. They sometimes consume us and they gain energy and power over us if we are not careful and stop it.

So, today, I will look at those things that come into my life and ask myself if they are Kingdom issues or distractions. I will not allow myself to get sucked-in to petty quarrels and I will allow God to work in my life with the difficult people. . . and I will pray for them and ask God to change their hearts. . . . remembering that I am someone's (probably several someone's) difficult person in their life.

Prayer

Father God, I get so easily side-tracked by the unimportant. Please help me to keep my focus on what is truly important -- on YOU! Give me wisdom to recognize whether something is a Kingdom issue or a distraction. Give me knowledge so I am able to teach in all situations. And, give me patience with difficult people. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit so I may treat each person kindly and as You would treat them. Thank You Father that You never give up on me!!

2008-12-09T07:09:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 9, 2008
Today's readings: 1 Timothy 5, 6; Titus 1-3

Doing Good

Scripture

Our people must learn to do good by meeting the urgent needs of others; then they will not be unproductive.

Titus 3.14

Observation

We are called to do good.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

We are called to do good--not to earn our salvation--but to reflect it and our love of God and Christ. Then why don't we do a better job of it??

Today I will look for ways to reach out and do good--to meet the needs of others, to be the hands and feet of God--reflecting His love to others.

Prayer

Father God, may Your love flow out of me today . . . and everyday . . . not only in words, but in very practical ways. Today, may I do good to others, impacting their lives for You!!!

2008-12-08T05:55:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 8, 2008
Today's readings: 1 Timothy 1-4

He Came For Me

Scripture

This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: "Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners"--and I am the worst of them all. But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they too, can believe in him and receive eternal life. All honor and gloroy to God forever and ever! He is the eternal King, the unseen one who never dies: he alone is God. Amen.

1 Timothy 1.15-17

Observation

Jesus came to save sinners!

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

An important reminder--Jesus came into the world to save sinners . . . and I am the worst of them. It is easy to forget and become judgmental of others (which in itself is a sin!!). I am thankful for Paul's reminder of God's patience with even the worst sinners--that includes me!

So today, I will be mindful my what God has done in my life and the work that He is doing in the lives of others. I will extend grace and patience. I will love in His name, sharing what He has done in my life--how He saved me--the worst of sinners.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for Your great patience with me. Thank You for Your gift of salvation. Thank You for loving me so much and never giving up on me. Thank You for reminding me today of what You have done for me. Help me to see others with Your eyes and to share You love with all.

2008-12-06T08:49:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 6, 2008
Today's readings: Philippians 1-4

A Different Life

Scripture

Always be full of joy in the Lord, I say it again--rejoice! Let everyone see that you are considerate in all you do. Remember, the Lord is coming soon.

Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise. . . . Then the God of peace will be with you.

Philippians 4.4-9

Observation

When our complete focus--and worship--is on God, everything else will fall into place.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

These great verses remind me today that I need to keep my eyes upon God. That everything I do must be covered in prayer and done with a God-heart. It is when I do things on my own that I begin to worry and fret.

These verses today remind me of the life I am called to live. An expectant life, filled with joy and peace and righteousness. And it is possible--but I have to want it and do whatever it takes . . . whatever God asks of me . . . to have it. The problem is most of us think this will be a life where we get all the things we want, where things will go our way--but it's not. It's a life, where in truth, those things don't matter. It is a God-centered, God-filled life.

So, today, I will continue to work at being the person God has called me to be. I will set aside any worry. I will be full of joy in all circumstances. I will tell God what I need and trust that He will give me what I need (not necessarily what I ask for). I will fix my thoughts on what is true, honorable, right, pure, lovely and admirable. I will experience God's perfect peace--because He has promised it and He is faithful to keep His promises. I will open myself to receive it. Amen!

Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank You for Your Word! Today, help me to be the person You desire me to be. Capture my thoughts and my words--let them be Yours. Today, may I shine brightly for You!

2008-12-05T08:34:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 5, 2008
Today's reading: Ephesians 5-6; Psalm 119.1-80

Imitator of God

Scripture

Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

Ephesians 5.1-2

Observation

I am called to imitate God, especially in how I love others.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

As a child, we often try to imitate one of our parents--someone we look up to and want to be like. I have always admired my father and what he is like. As a little girl I tried to do things just like he did--to like what he did, to act like he did, to respond like he did. I would watch his every move, listen to his every word and then try to imitate him. He was my hero--he was able to do anything. And imitating him seemed to be a great way to demonstrate how important he was to me--to show him just how much I loved him.

To imitate someone, you have to know them and the better you know them, the better able you are to imitate them. You have to spend time with them, watch what they do, how they act, how they treat others, etc. So, if I am going to imitate God, I have to know him intimately--I have to spend as much time with Him as I can--just a few minutes a day or one time a week won't do it. I have to be willing to give myself entirely to the process. I have to intentionally change things in my life that make me more like Him. I have to study Him and all I can learn about Him. And I have to practice and practice and practice being like Him.

To live a life of love--as God loves--requires me to relinquish all rights to my life and let God take it over . . . completely. . . . all areas . . . nothing held back. It has to be a very intentional and voluntary act of release.

So, today, I will continue in my journey to be an imitator of God. I will examine my life and see what areas need me to turn over to Him--recognizing it won't happen overnight and will be a lifelong process, but one that can't happen if I don't start somewhere. Today, I will examine my relationships and ask God to help me love better. . .to see others as He sees them . . . and for Him to give me His love for others.

Prayer

Father God, I want to imitate You--not the world. And Lord, I recognize that I cannot do it on my own. I need Your Holy Spirit to fill me over and over and over with Your love and character so that I can be more and more like You. Today, Lord God, may others see You at work in my life and may they experience Your love through me. I am Your child. May I reflect You!

2008-12-04T07:03:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 5, 2008
Today's readings: Ephesians 1-4

A Healthy Body

Scripture

Therefore I, a prisoner for serving the Lord beg you to lead a life worthy of your calling, for you have been called by God. Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other's faults because of your love. Make every effort to keep yourselves united in the Spirit, binding yourselves together with peace. For there is one body, and one Spirit, just as you have been called to one glorious hope for the future. There is one Lord, one faith, one baptism, and one God and Father, who is over all and in all and living through all.....

Now these are the gifts Christ gave to the church: the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, and the pastors and teachers. Their responsibility is to equip God's people to do his work and build up the church, the body of Christ. This will continue until we all come to such unity in our faith and knowledge of God's Son that we will be mature in the Lord, measuring up to the full and complete standard of Christ.

Then we will no longer be immature like children. We won't be tossed and blown about by every wind of new teaching. We will not be influenced when people try to trick us with lies so clever they sound like the truth. Instead, we will speak the truth in love, growing in every way more and more like Christ, who is the head of his body, the church. He makes the whole body fit together perfectly. As each part does its own special work, it helps the other parts grow, so that the whole body is healthy and growing and full of love.

Ephesians 4.1-6, 11-16

Observation

The Church should be busy doing the work God has called them to do--loving and serving--creating a healthy, growing body.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I read these verses and think about how different most churches could look if they did what the Great Physician told them to rather than take such poor care of themselves.They would be healthy and growing, rather than unhealthy and dying.

So, what is my role--can I make a difference. Yes. Each thing that is changed will help the whole body. Each one who get healthier and makes healthy choices will help the body to become what God has called us to be.

It is not easy--we have to say "NO!" to ourselves and our desires . . . . and most of us don't like to do that. But, it is the only way the body can get healthy. And it has to be healthy if we want it to grow and be what God has called us to be.

So today, I will seek the guidance and advice of the Great Physician. I will make the necessary life changes so that I can do my part to make the Body healthy--so it can grow and give honor and glory to God.

Prayer

Father God, today may I follow Your way and do the things that You want me to do so that I can become spiritually healthy. I would pray that You would work in each area of Your body to bring health and wholeness and an overflow of love.

2008-12-03T07:21:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 3, 2008
Today's reading: Romans 13-16

A Different World

Scripture

Love your neighbor as yourself. Love does no wrong to others, so love fulfills the requirements of God's law.

Yes, each of us will give a personal account to God. So let's stop condemning each other. Decide instead to live in such a way that you will not cause another believer to stumble and fall.

So then, let us aim for harmony in the church and try to build each other up.

May God, who gives this patience and encouragement, help you live in complete harmony with each other, as is fitting for followers of Christ Jesus. Then all of you can join together with one voice, giving praise and glory to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Therefore, accept each other just as Christ has accepted you so that God will be given glory.

Romans 13.9b; 14.12,13, 19; 15.5-7

Observation

As God's church, our love for each other should shine out and set us apart from the world.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I can only imagine how disappointed God is in His Church and what the world thinks of Him because of us. We bicker. We fight. We demand what we want. We judge. We divide. We gossip. We don't treat each other with love, let alone respect. Not what God had in mind.

We are called to be different--to shine brightly with God's amazing, extravagant love! And we don't do a very good job of it. Mostly because it would require us to put others before ourselves. Ouch! We are so self-centered that we believe that everyone else should want things our way. Not very biblical.

So, today, I will be intentional about loving--no matter how I am treated, no matter what is said to me--I will reply in love. Today I will put others first. I will strive to build bridges, not barriers. Today, it will not be about me--but about others and God's great love for them that I am allowed to share with them. It has to start with me as an individual if it is to leak over into the church.

Prayer

Father God, I try to live out these Scriptures--and fail miserably so often. I don't like to admit it--I am self-centered. I want things done my way (because, of course, it is the right way). I am called to reflect You. I am called to love like You. I am called to be different. Lord God, I cannot do this on my own. May Your Holy Spirit work in me, today--and every day--to make me more like You . . . more loving, less judging . . . an encourager rather than a gossiper. Today, may I reflect YOU!!

2008-12-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, December 2, 2008
Today's readings: Romans 9-12

Living Differently

Scripture

Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.

Don't just pretend to love others. Really love them. Hate what is wrong. Hold tightly to what is good. Love each other with genuine affection, and take delight in honoring each other. Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically. Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. When God's people are in need, be ready to help them. Always be eager to practice hospitality.

Bless those who persecute you. Don't curse them; pray that God will bless them. Be happy with those who are happy, and weep with those who weep. Live in harmony with each other. Don't be too proud to enjoy the company of ordinary people. And don't think you know it all!

Never pay back evil with more evil. Do things in such a way that everyone can see you are honorable. Do all that you can to live in peace with everyone.

Romans 12.2, 9-18

Observation

We are to be transformed into new people who live and love in a way that reflects God.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I need to remember that because of Christ--and His work in my life--and the presence of the Holy Spirit in my life, I should not be like the world--I am called to be different. To act differently . . . to treat other's differently . . . to love as God loves . . . to treat others as He would have me treat them--not how I want to treat them.

It's easy to do this with those we care about or like, but not as easy with those whom we perceive as difficult or EGR (extra grace required) folks. But, it is in how I treat them . . . how I love them . . . that demonstrates God's active presence in my life. So, with the help of the Holy Spirit, I need to love them as God loves them. Not easy. . . .especially when I don't want to. [smile?!?!]

So today, I will allow God to work in my life, especially in how I relate to others. I will choose to act differently, love more, and hopefully, allow God to reflect in all areas of my life and with all those He brings into it -- or has already brought into it.

Prayer

Father God, today may I love as You love. May I reflect You in how I treat others. Today, may I be transformed in all areas of my life to live as You have called me to live.

2008-11-24T06:01:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 24, 2008
Today's readings: Matthew 17-19

Many Possessions

Scripture

Someone came to Jesus with this question: "Teacher, what good deed must I do to have eternal life?"

"Why ask me about what is good?" Jesus replied. "There is only One who is good. But to answer your question--if you want to receive eternal life, keep the commandments."

"Which ones?" the man asked.

And Jesus replied: "You must not murder. You must not commit adultery. You must not steal. You must not testify falsely. Honor your father and mothers. Love your neighbor as yourself."

"I've obey all these commandments," the young man replied. "What else must I do?"

Jesus told him, "If you want to be perfect, go and sell all your possessions and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."

But when the young man heard this, he went away sad, for he had many possessions.

Matthew 19.16-22

Observation

We want the easy answers--things we can do easily--to receive eternal life (not to mention blessings).

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

So often I read this and think--boy am I glad I'm not rich. But that isn't the truth--compared to so many--actually most-- around the world I am richer than most.

Here are some interesting facts I recently "stumbled" upon:

(these come from Rob Bell in his book, Jesus Wants to Save Christians)

America controls nearly 20 percent of the world’s wealth. There are around six billion people in the world, and there are roughly three hundred million people in the U.S. That makes America less than 5 percent of the world’s population. And this 5 percent owns a fifth of the world’s wealth.

One billion people in the world do not have access to clean water, while the average American uses four hundred to six hundred liters of water a day.

Every seven seconds, somewhere in the world a child under age five dies of hunger, while Americans throw away 14 percent of the food we purchase.

Nearly one billion people in the world live on less than one American dollar a day.

Another 2.5 billion people in the world live on less than two American dollars a day.

More than half of the world lives on less than two dollars a day, while the average American teenager spends nearly $150 a week.

Forty percent of people in the world lack basic sanitation, while forty-nine million diapers are used and thrown away in American every day.

1.6 billion people in the world have no electricity.

Nearly one billion people in the world cannot read or sign their name.

Nearly one hundred million children are denied basic education.

By far, most of the people in the world do not own a car. One third of American families own three cars.

One in seven children worldwide (158 million) has to go to work everyday just to survive.

Americans spend more annually on trash bags than nearly half of the world does on all goods.

Pretty interesting--huh??

And this one blew me away--Americans spend an average of $450 Billion a year each Christmas. That's about $900 per family. Most of which gets returned anyway. Most of which is put on the credit card. Most of which isn't paid off even by the time the next Christmas rolls around. And it would only take $10 billion for everyone in the world to have clean water!

So, what does Jesus require of me??

I believe that I am called to live on less so that I can do more, in Jesus' name. So, that is what I am working at doing.

As a start, this year, I am cutting way back on giving at Christmas--at least gifts to others (including my family) and giving the money to groups that can make a difference in the lives of others. We all have everything that we need and more. . .so why give folks things they don't need or want just so I can feel good about it?? There are other ways--better ways to demonstrate my love for them.

Prayer

Father God, forgive me and my self-centeredness. Help me to see the world around me (including myself) through Your eyes. Give me Your heart for the hurting and lost. Help possessions not to have a hold on my life--let my focus be only on You. Lord, You know that I love to give to others--help me do it wisely, in ways that honor you. Thank You for calling me to the next step in my walk with You.

2008-11-22T08:40:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 22, 2008
Today's readings: Matthew 11-13

What am I producing?

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "A tree is identified by its fruit. If a tree is good, its fruit will be good. If a tree is bad, its fruit will be bad. You brood of snakes! How could evil men like you speak what is good and right? For whatever is in your heart determines what you say. A good person produces good things from the treasury of a good heart, and an evil person produces evil things from the treasury of an evil heart. And I tell you this, you must give an account on judgment day for every idle word you speak. The words you say will either acquit you or condemn you."

Matthew 12.33-37

Observation

What is on the inside does come out.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

What kind of fruit do I produce? Do I even produce fruit? What do my words and attitude say about what is in my heart? How do others see me--what do they see and experience from me??

The thought of giving an account on judgment day for every idle word I speak--that's kind of scary. It certainly means I need to be more careful about what comes out of my mouth. My words need to be words that edify--build up, not tear down. My words need to point only to Christ--not to myself or others. My words should offer life--not judgment. My words . . . I need to think before I speak, each time, not just occasionally or most of the time. There is power in words.

So today, I will think before I speak. I will offer words of life, words that build-up, and words that point to Christ. Today, my words will offer hope and healing--the kind that can only be found in Christ.

Prayer

Father God, put a watch over my mouth. Help my words be ones that bring You glory and honor. Help me to leaving the judging to You--and instead build others up. Help me to be a clear reflection of You in all I do. Thank You Father!! May I bear much fruit for Your Kingdom!

2008-11-20T06:26:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 20, 2008
Today's readings: Matthew 5-7

Love Who??

Scripture

[Jesus speaking] "You have heard the law that says, 'Love your neightbor' and hate your enemy. But I say, love your enemies! Pray for those who persecute you! In that way, you will be acting as true children of your Father in heaven. For he gives his sunlight to both th eevil and the good, and he sends rain on the just and the unjust alike. If you love only those who love you, what reward is there for that? Even corrupt tax collectors do that much. If you are kind only to your friends, how are you different from anyone else? Even pagans do that. But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect.

Matthew 5.43-48

Observation

We are called to love everyone, just as the Father does.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

It isn't enough just to say that we love others (especially our enemies--or the unloveable ones) it should show in our lives. . . .especially by how we treat them. We no longer just tolerate them, but we truly care for them. Not something that I can do on my own. Only when I have allowed God, through His Holy Spirit, to permeate my heart can it happen. The problem is that I hold back--really not wanting Him to fully take my heart, because--in truth--I don't really want to love them.

So, today, not only will I pray for my enemies---I will look for ways to be a blessing to them. I will allow the Holy Spirit to work in my heart so that God's love can reign there. Today I will not just pray for my enemies--I will love them, because of the love that God showed me on the cross through His Son, Jesus, and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.

Prayer

Father, forgive me for not loving as You love. Forgive me for judging who is worthy of loving. Forgive me for not loving my enemies, but only saying the words. Today, Lord God, I pray that You will come into my heart and reign there--changing it to be more like Yours. May Your love fill me in such a way today that it overflows on all that I come in contact with. Thank You God for Your love for me.

2008-11-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 19, 2008
Today's readings: Matthew 1-4

Faithful

Scripture

This is how Jesus the Messiah was born. His mother, Mary, was engaged to be married to Joseph. But before the marriage took place, while she was still a virgin, she became pregnant through the power of the Holy Spirit. Joseph, her fiance was a good man and did not want to disgrace her publicly, so he decided to break the engagement quietly.

As he considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream. "Joseph, son of David," the angel said, "do not be afraid to take Mary as your wife. For the child within her was conceived by the Holy Spirit. And she will have a son, and you are to name him Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins." . . .

When Joseph woke up, he did as the angel of the Lord commanded and took Mary as his wife. But he did not have sexual relations with her until her son was born. And Joseph name him, Jesus.

Matthew 1.18-21, 24-25

After the wise men were gone, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream. "Get up! Flee to Egypt with the child and his mother." the angel said. "Stay there until I tell you to return, because Herod is going to search for the child to kill him."

That night Joseph left for Egypt with the child and Mary, his mother, and they stayed there until Herod's death. . . .

Matthew 2.13-14

When Herod died, an angel of the Lord appeared in a dream to Joseph in Egypt. "Get up!" the angel said. "Take the child and his mother back to the land of Israel, because those who were trying to kill the child are dead."

So Joseph got up and returned to the land of Israel with Jesus and his mother. But, when he learned that the new ruler of Judea was Herod's son Archelaus, he was afraid to go there. Then after being warned in a dream, he left for the region of Galilee.

Matthew 2.19-23a

Observation

Without questioning, Joseph listened and obeyed what God told him to do.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Joseph's faithfulness is amazing to me. He listens to God--not questioning whether it is God speaking to him or a bad case of indigestion--and he does what God tells him to do.

And, it all begins with going through with marrying Mary. She is pregnant--no one will believe him, that either he is the father or that someone else is. He has a gentle heart/spirit and looks for a way to divorce her quietly--otherwise she will be stoned. He can get his revenge. Yet, that's not what he is looking for. Then the angel comes and speaks to him and he takes her for his wife. His reputation would be shot because of his action.

Each time God spoke to Joseph,he did what he was told. He trusted God so completely--no matter the consequences or cost.

As I prepare to enter into the season of Advent, what a great time to reflect on those who are part of "the Story." What a perfect time to look at Joseph's life and see the example he sets for us. Two important pieces--first to be open to listen to God's voice (especially when it doesn't go along with the "norm") and secondly, do what He tells us to do.

So, today, I will be listening and I will be faithful to what God calls me to do--no matter the cost or consequence.

Prayer

Father God, it is easy for me to understand why You chose Joseph to be Jesus' earthly father. He was a man after Your heart. He was open to listen to You and then he was obedient. Lord, I want to be like Joseph--someone who listens to You and then is obedient--no matter what. But, I know that I cannot do it without Your strength and wisdom. So, today, Lord God, help me to hear You and then to be obedient.

2008-11-18T06:12:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 18, 2008
Today's readings: Psalm 124; 2 Corinthians 11-13

Daily Examination

Scripture

Examine yourselves to see if your faith is genuine. Test yourselves. Surely you know that Jesus Christ is among you [or, in you]; if not, you have failed the test of genuine faith.

2 Corinthians 13.5

Observation

We need to--must-- honestly examine our hearts daily, testing all that is within us, to be sure we are still lined up with Christ.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

If I do not examine my heart daily, if I do not daily test my faith--it is so easy to get off the path that God has set before me. . . .so easy to listen to the voices of the world and to be pulled away from Christ. It is so gradual, for the enemy is so good at what he does, that we don't even notice that we have gotten off the path that leads to a Christ-like, Christ-pleasing life.

Today, I need to constantly be examining myself, testing my thoughts, my heart, to make sure that they still focus on Christ and living a life that is pleasing to Him. Today, I must listen to the voices that pull me and test them to see where they come from--not just follow aimlessly. Today, I must look at all that I do and think and make sure that they line up with God's Word and with what Christ has called me to.

Prayer

Lord God, it is so easy to get out of the habit of testing my heart and checking myself to make sure that I am on the right path--Your path. I get so busy, so distracted. Help me to stay on Your path. Open my eyes and my heart when I start to wander off. . . bring me back on course. Lord, may my faith be found to be genuine and placed only in You.

2008-11-17T05:46:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 17, 2008
Today's readings: 2 Corinthians 7-10

A Generous Heart

Scripture

Remember this--a farmer who plants only a few seeds will get a small crop. But the one who plants generously will get a generous crop. You must each decide in your heart how much to give. And don't give reluctantly or in response to pressure. "For God love a person who gives cheerfully." And God will generously provide all you need. Then you will always have everything you need and plenty left over to share with others. As the Scriptures say,

"They share freely and give generously to the poor.

Their good deeds will be remembered forever."

For God is the one who provides seed for the farmer and then bread to eat. In the same way, he will provide and increase your resources and then produce a great harvest of generosity in you.

2 Corinthians 9.6-10

Observation

We are called to give generously out of the abundance that God has given us and trust that He will take care of us.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I love to give. It is my main "love language." So, I really love today's Scripture and the promises found there.

So, how will I be different today?? While I love to give, I still find myself judging others--whether they "deserve" or are "worthy" of my giving to. When folks ask for help, I decide whether I (or we the church) will help them. Have they asked for help before? What makes them "worthy" of our help? Instead of opening my hand to give, I have it closed tightly around what I have to give. How can I receive from God if my hand is clenched tightly? Who am I to judge whether someone is worthy of receiving help? Who am I to say that they have asked too many times? Don't I continue to come back to God, over and over again, asking for help from Him?

Jesus set the example for us--he gave freely . . . he gave completely. When we have it, we are called to give--without judging, without measure. Not that we aren't to be wise, but we are not to use that as an excuse to not help someone. If we clench too tightly to what we have, eventually our hands won't be able to open and we will miss all that God has for us.

So, today, I will open my hands and freely give as has been given to me. . .and leave them open so I can receive what God has for me. My heart will be open to giving.

Prayer

Father God, You always provide so richly for me. I am rich beyond measure--especially compared to so many in our world. Lord, may I use what you have given me to bless others. May You find me with my hands and heart open. May others experience Your gift of grace through My giving. May all I do point back to You--and only You.

2008-11-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 16, 2008
Today's readings: 2 Corinthians 3-6

Troubles

Scripture

We are pressed on every side by troubles, but we are not crushed. We are perplexed, but not driven to despair. We are hunted down, but never abandoned by God. We get knocked down, but we are not destroyed. Through suffering, our bodies continue to share in the death of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be seen in our bodies.

2 Corinthians 4.8-10

Observation

Being a follower of Christ does not mean that we will have an easy life--a life without troubles or problems or attacks.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

We are so spoiled. We believe that when we accept Christ that we should not have any problems anymore. That life should go smoothly--which we translate as . . . going our way. So when troubles hit, we get made at God--even when they are things that we bring on ourselves. Why should we have to go through hard times? Why should we have any troubles? Why shouldn't things go our way? Why? Why? Why?

And yet, that's not the life we are promised. Instead we are told it's not going to be an easy life--but, that it's going to be really hard (afterall, Jesus said, "pick up your cross and follow me" [Mark 8.34]--that's not a life of ease).

The difference in a life lived apart from God and one lived with God is the presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives. He is always present. Always with us. We don't have to go through our troubles alone. God is with us.

So, today, I will not focus on any troubles that might come my way, but instead focus on God/Jesus Christ/the Holy Spirit. I will try to live in such a way (which I can only do because the Holy Spirit lives in me) that I reflect Christ in all that I say and do. That my reactions to life today will be one where it all points to Him through my weakness.

Prayer

Father God, thank You that I do not go through life alone--but filled with Your Spirit. May all that I do and say today reflect Your presence in me.

2008-11-14T06:14:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 14, 2008
Today's readings: Psalm 149; 1 Corinthians 15, 16

Never Give Up

Scripture

So, my dear brothers and sisters, be strong and immovable. Always work enthusiastically for the Lord, for you know that nothing you do for the Lord is ever useless.

1 Corinthians 15.58

Observation

No matter how things might look to us--everything we do for the Lord, in His name, does make a difference.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

It is easy to get disheartened as we serve God. There is so much ugliness in the world . . . and in the church . . . that sometimes we can wonder why we even try--does it make a difference? Praise God for this reminder that YES it does make a difference, whether we can see it or not. We can trust that if what we are doing is for the Lord it does make a difference.

So, today, I will press on toward the mark of the high calling of Jesus Christ. I will never give up! I will never give in! I will love others in the name of Jesus! I will serve others in the name of Jesus! I will trust that He will use everything I do to bring Him glory and honor and point only to Him!

Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank You for this word of encouragement today. May I faithfully serve even when it does not appear to make any difference--even when it appears quite the opposite. Thank You for Your promises and Your faithfulness!!

2008-11-12T05:46:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 12, 2008
Today's readings: Job 37, 38; 1 Corinthians 12

Who Am I?

Scripture

Then the Lord answered Job from the whirlwind: "Who is this that questions my wisdom with such ignorant words? Brace yourself like a man, becaukse I have some questions for you, and you must answer them.

"Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth? Tell me, if you know so much. Who determined its dimensions and stretched out the surveying line? Who supports its foundations, and who laid its cornerstone as the morning stars sang together and all the angels shouted for joy? . . ."

Job 38.1-7

Observation

Who am I to question God? Yet . . . he allows me to wrestle with Him and to ask any question I need to. But, no matter what happens in my life or in the world--God still sits on the throne!!

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

One of my favorite chapters in the Bible. (I say that everytime that I read it.) For 36 chapters Job has questioned why these things have happened to him. His friends have accused him of not recognizing the sin in his life. Then God replies to Job . . .

God points out that we really aren't in a position to question Him and where He intercedes--or doesn't intercede--in our lives. Who am I to question God?? These verses pretty much put me in my place as I read them and remember just how big God is.

Yet, I know that I can question God. That I can ask Him the hard things. That I can wrestle with Him. And I don't need to fear His response to me. He is a loving Father who cares about me.

Today, no matter what happens today, I will remember who My Father is (He created everything afterall!) and how much He loves me.

Prayer

Father God, thank You for reminding me who You are and just how big You are. You are faithful . . . and You love me!!

2008-11-11T06:24:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 11, 2008 [Veteran's Day]
Today's readings: Psalm 122; 1 Corinthians 9-11

Temptations

Scripture

If you think you are standing strong, be careful not to fall. The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure.

1 Corinthians 10.12-13

Observation

We are all tempted in life--the difference is whether we rely on our own strength or God's strength to stand strong against it.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Will I give in--or will I stand strong? Will I have self-control--or will I give God control? Will I fool myself into believing that I can do it on my own--or will I turn my entire life over to God? Often the areas that I hold back from God . . . and try to do myself . . . are those that I'm just not ready or willing to let God change me in. Ouch!

Working with addicts, sometimes I lose my patience. I hate to admit it--but it's true. I wonder why they just can't quit. Then God says, 'They are trying to do it on their own--just like you. . . that's why they can't.' Oh.

So today, I will turn ALL areas over to God. I will trust Him with all my bad habits, all my hurts, and hang-ups. I don't have to do it on my own--why would I even want to when I don't have to?? Why would I even try when I know that I can't do it on my own--or if I do try, it will be harder than it has to be. Today, I will find my strength in God. Today, I will allow God to take control. Today, I will succeed--not because of anything I do--but because of God at work in my life!! Praise God!

Prayer

Thank You God, that I don't have to do it on my own. Thank You that You are in control! Thank You that You are my strength! Thank You that You are on my side--that You want me to succeed!! Yes!!!

2008-11-10T08:13:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 10, 2008
Today's readings: Job 35, 36; 1 Corinthians 7, 8

The Strength of Love

Scripture

But while knowledge makes us feel important, it is love that strengthens the church. Anyone who claims to know all the answers doesn't really know very much. But the person who loves God is the one whom God recognizes.

1 Corinthians 8.1b-3

Observation

Love does us more good than knowledge.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

While Paul is talking about eating food that has been sacrificed to idols here--I think these words have a further reach than that.

We can know right from wrong--and we can do what is "right" and in many ways be wrong--if we don't care about those it effects. When love is stronger than our knowledge, we act (and treat others) differently. We put people before rules and laws. . . .and traditions. Our love for others is so great that we will care more about them than our traditions.

"It is love that strengthens the church." Powerful words. Not rules. Not traditions. Not knowledge. . . But love. And yet, it is often what we forget--because it requires something from us--it requires us to be in relationship. It requires us to get past ourselves. It requires us to be like Jesus.

So, today, I will seek to love better and more. Today, I will think of others first . . . and put them first.

Prayer

Lord, forgive me for all the times that I put myself and my desires and my wishes and my needs before others. Help me to love others as You do--sacrificially. Let me seek love before knowledge. Let me seek You before anything else. Thank You for today's lesson.

2008-11-07T06:47:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 7, 2008
Today's readings: Job 31, 32; Galatians 5, 6

Freedom For What?

Scripture

For you have been called to live in freedom, my brothers and sisters. But don't use your freedom to satisfy your sinful nature. Instead, use your freedom to serve one another in love. For the whole law can be summed up in this one command: "Love your neighbor as yourself." But if you are always biting and devouring one another, watch out! Beware of destroying one another.

Galatians 5.13-15

Observation

We are to use the freedom we have in Christ to serve and love others--not tear one another apart.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

It is always amazing to me how people in the church treat each other. It is no wonder that the unchurched want nothing to do with us. We tear each other down, we gossip about one another, we judge, we point fingers, . . . we certainly don't serve or love well. How it must break God's heart to see how we treat each other. We are like little children constantly bickering and biting at one another.

Scripture clearly speaks about how we are to treat one another. Why are we so ugly--and often in Jesus' name??

Later in Galatians, Paul writes: "So let's not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don't give up. Therefore, whenever we have the opportunity, we should do good to everyone--especially to those in the family of faith." [Galatians 6.9-10] Could this be why so many of our churches are dying and not reaching the lost? If we can't love "family" how can God trust us to love those outside the "family"?

So today, I will check my heart--I will see where I am guilty of this sin--I will repent and, with the Holy Spirit's help, I will not remain the same. And when I see myself being ugly--not reflecting God's love and not serving--I will listen to the Holy Spirit's nudging and stop. I will ask for forgiveness--from that person and from God. I was to be transformed into a new creation. Along with Paul, "May I never boast about anything except the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ." [Galatians 6.14]

Prayer

Lord God, transform me today throught the power of Your Holy Spirit into a new creation. May I reflect your love in all that I say and do and may I faithfully serve You, Your family, and those who have yet come to know You and Your great love.

2008-11-06T07:22:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 6, 2008
Today's readings: Job 30; Psalm 12; Galatians 3,4

Trying to Do It Ourselves

Scripture

Oh, foolish Galatians! Who has cast an evil spell on you? For the meaning of Jesus Christ's death was made as clear to you as if you had seen a picture of his death on the cross. Let me ask you this one question: Did you receive the Holy Spirit by obeying the law of Moses? Of course not! You received the Spirit because you believed the message you heard about Christ. How foolish can you be? After starting your Christian lives in the Spirit, why are you now trying to become perfect by your own human effort? Have you experienced so much for nothing? Surely it was not in vain, was it?

Galatians 3.1-4

Observation

We are who we are because of what Christ did in our lives--not because of anything that we do.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

I can remember when my daughter was little, I would try to help her with something and she would pull away and say, "I can do it by myself." Wanting to prove that she was "grown-up" she would attempt to do those things that only I (at the time) could do for her.

I do the same thing with God. I try to do what only He can do in my life, on my own. Why do I have the need to appear self-sufficient . . . instead of relying on Him and being God-sufficient? So often I feel the need to prove that I am capable--that I can do it all . . . . when the bottom line is--I'm not and I can't.

Today, I will focus on Who is in control and allow Him to be--in all areas of my life. Today, I will live in the grace that provides my freedom, not in the law that holds me slave. Today, my faith will be in God, not in myself. Today, may the Holy Spirit reign in my life--leading me and guiding me every step of the way.

Prayer

Father God, forgive me for trying to do things on my own--I can do nothing without You. Help me to listen only to Your voice and follow Your will. Don't let me get ahead of You, but don't let me fall behind either. May I walk each step in faith--in You--knowing that You are guiding me. Come Holy Spirit--fill me anew. Lord God, it is in You alone that I am who I am--Your daughter.

2008-11-04T05:44:00.000-08:00

Life Journal, November 4, 2008
Today's readings: Job 26, 27; Mark 15, 16

Sharing the Good News

Scripture

After Jesus rose from the dead early on Sunday morning, the first person who saw him was Mary Magdalene, the woman from whom he had cast out seven demons. She went to the disciples, who were grieving and weeping, and told them what had happened. But when she told them that Jesus was alive and she had seen him, they didn't believe her.

Afterward he appeared in a different form to two of his followers who were walking from Jerusalem into the country. They rushed back to tell the others, but no one believed them.

Still later he appeared to the eleven discipls as they were eating together. He rebuked them for their stubborn unbelief, because they refused to believe those who had seen him after he had been raised from the dead.

And he told them, "Go into all the world and preach the Good News to everyone. Anyone who believes and is baptized will be saved. But anyone who refuses to believe will be condemned."

Mark 16.9-16

Observation

You have to believe if you are to share . . . and we are called to tell the Good News to everyone.

Application (How will I be different today because of what I have just read?)

Eyewitnesses had seen the risen Christ--Jesus had told them what would happen, that He would rise on the third day--the disciples had been with Him for three years--yet they had not believed Mary or the other two followers. So, Jesus shows up and rebukes them, gets on to them because they wouldn't believe the individual's that He sent to tell them.

I wonder if one reason is because they were arrogant enough that they thought Jesus would show Himself to them first--not others, especially not to a woman first. So, it was easy for them to dismiss the Good News that they had to share.

How often do I dismiss the Good News someone shares because I don't think that they are "worthy" to be carrying it?

I cannot go and share what I don't believe--at least not in a way that is believable. Jesus knew that the disciples needed to see and believe, to be witnesses to his resurrection so they could go and share it with everyone else.

Jesus reveals Himself to me in so many ways. I am called to share the Good News about how Jesus is at work in my life--where He shows up. It is much more real if I share out of my own personal experience then out of someone elses. And, I will be more passionate about it, because it is where Jesus met me in my need, where the Christ is at work in my life. First hand accounts.

So, today, I will look for the intersections of Jesus into my life. I will then look for opportunities to share the Good News that Jesus is alive and well and at work in my life in very real ways. I just need to open my eyes [and my heart] so I don't miss them. I cannot take anything for granted, but look at everything with a sense of awe and wonderment--Jesus at work in my life and in my world.

Prayer

Thank You Father for revealing Christ to me in so many ways. Thank You for the work You do in my life everyday. Thank You for giving me opportunities to share these--the Good News--with others. Open my eyes and heart so I don't miss anything . . . and so I don't miss those opportunities to share. Thank You for loving me so much! Thank You for being active in my life! Thank You for entrusting me to share the Good News!